MADDIELYN

Meh

2009-07-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

Zomg Blogger sucks so much right now, can't change font, colour or upload photos... zilch.

I've moved back to Xanga. Miss my Xanga family, but tons of them moved on and deleted their blogs/unsubcribed me. Where are yooooou!
Catch me at http://xanga.com/maddhs

xxo.

CRUSHED

2009-07-21T23:36:00.004+08:00

by the sweetest lips I've never kissed

WAH. Finally finished my project. Damn shorthanded! Abit pissed... Quite pissed... Nvm. Still ceh!!

WTF IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER. I'm posting in a really really small box, and I can't see the options, thus not being able to change the colour and size of font. And I can't upload photos! Eeeeeeeeeeeeyer.

I am damn pissed now. DULAN! TLTL! SOME PEOPLE THINK THEY'RE REALLY ALLL THAT WHEN THEY'RE ACTUALLY NOTHING IN MY EYES. My tolerance has a high limit. When you go over it, you're FUCKED UP.

Gah. I wanna be on time tomorrow. I hate being late. I hate skipping lessons. BLAH!

Added new songs into playlist. These days my taste varies so much its scary.
Relinked NicoleYeo after so long. I havent forgotten you hor! Meet up soon xxo.

Gonna go sleep now. LOVES :>

This is what I call, BlackRant

2009-07-21T00:25:00.004+08:00

Fucking hell, Narehs Nehvin made me run two rounds around the whole level.
He kept disturbing and taunting so on the way out of the classroom I switched off the lights, which he really hates because people will go " OMG NARESH, WHERE ARE YOU??? I CAN'T SEE YOUUUU!!!! "

And so he chased me around the whole frigging level. We looked like some Primary school kids, I guess. So embarrassing but when Naresh comes running for you, your first instinct is to SIAM AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! IT IS SIMPLY TOO SCARY.

Worst thing was, it was SOOOOO scary that I kept screaming at the top of my lungs while running. I could hear him laughing just behind me. Kat and Daren and other schoolmatez were at the lift lobby stunned by us, and laughing. -.-

After two rounds I gave up. And all he did was to laugh at me while I was busy panting like a dog. And they told me "Do you know that when you were running like one mad woman, Naresh was looking and smiling at you while JOGGING?"

OMG NARESH NEHVIN I FUCKING SWEAR I GIVE UP ON RUNNING AWAY FROM YOU. BUT YOU'LL GET REVENGE SOON. YOU FIT BLACKIE.

HAHA YES I DO REALISE I SPELT HIS NAME WRONGLY HAHA I CHANGED IT ALREADY LAH. WHO CARES ANYWAY (;! LURVEES!

Knock'd me down

2009-07-19T17:11:00.003+08:00

Help me, my ear is still buzzing a lil x_x

I need some self-lovin' today, so ima gna shop tdayz, alonez. Thanks for all your offers, but I feel that only one person should accompany me out today but that person ain't available ;( Hopefully I'll spot some nice stuff for myself and not be indecisive. Like it, just buy!

My other team members are not online. I've kinda completed half of the whole project just with Daren's help. @_@

I'm not going to be the naggy one and the persuader. They'll do it when they wanna do it. I'm not blaming them, we're just too free so we did some first! Haha!

Guess what, I miss school already ;)

Daren warned me not to ps him. But I'm the one who got ditched. I feel threatened now. And I don't like it. Shall meet him later and get him to carry my shopping bagz and send me home. Yayness, life is still beautiful. Love!

NEVER ALONE

2009-07-18T20:58:00.005+08:00

I still cry sometimes when I remember you. I still cry sometimes when I hear your name. I said goodbye and I know you're alright now. But when the leaves start falling down I still cry
It's just that I recall September. It's just that I still hear your song. It's just I can't seem to remember. Forever more those days are gone

I've been getting pretty tired easily these days. Stamina ain't good. Guess there's bateria in my body, but I just refuse to see the doctors and get medication. Let's just hope the bateria kills.

Oh man... Yesterday was dope!!
Met up with people I hardly meet up with.

Went to find and surprise my real blood bro. He has some Malay friends around, when I went there and sat close to him, they said they thought it's his gf. Then my brother assured them that we're related. (Because me and my brother don't really look alike, of course, I'm the malay asshole in the family, ha ha ha!) Then the next question they asked is : Your older or younger sister?

KANASAI!
I got look so old meh, they still need to ask?! (My bro is 24 yrsold.) -.-

After that went to look for my grandma and dad. Really nice to see my family once again after a long while. Dad dialogued with me. I love my dad, I can totally be myself infront of him and he's already treating me like an adult so the contents we talk about are ... heh heh.

Conclusion: We all hate that bitch. HA HA HA!
Momsie momsie, do take care in the future..... ;)

Headed to bugis, met Jean and WJ and co for some pre-celebration for LSF! :) Didn't know what to do, so decided to go sheesha agn since it's their first time, minus Jean.

Kraven&Pling!
Jean's

Lsf(:

Purlified Jean (:

Hongkai :) Miss this bro of mine so much. The only non-biological bro I ever wanted although he cant be bothered HAHAHA. I guess he never changed, still as talkcock as he is. :D

The funny thing about this is that before this was taken, while Bryan was persuading WJ to take a photo with him, Wj slapped him twice hard on the face!!! HA.

Oh man!!!! Yesterday while heading home HK shared music with me and he frigging blasted it!!!!! It's on full volume and it's so bad that some words you can't really define what it is, y'know????? When I took it out my ear was buzzing

AND IT'S STILL BUZZING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF! ):

Tuesday we have to wear business formal for Enterprise!!! O_O
An excuse for shopping! - like I ever needed one anyways HA HA.

GUDBAI.
dieded

2009-07-15T12:51:00.002+08:00

Deleted previous post thanks to Kat ;D

In school now. I haven't been attending school. Last week I went for one day only, and today is the first day of the week I'm attending lessons. Suck cock, I love school I'm gonna come everyday *determinded face [: *

I promise(not gna swear) Naresh is the most irritating fella ever. I made sure I never sit beside him anymore, but now that I'm sitting opposite him, it makes almost no difference.

Today he got self pwned, it's so funny I have to blog it out for memories sake.

Me whispering to Kat : I swear Naresh is so irritating. He knows abt it.
Naresh *leans in and whispers to Daren, then comes out and laugh out loud*
Daren *stoned face* : You think I'm that type of person who laugh for no reasons meh?

HAHAHAHHAHA SELF PWNED.
okay gotta present now brb!

WEIRDOS

2009-07-12T19:06:00.002+08:00

Check this out yo! :D

Bored girls after school. HAHA! Still got tons more.

P.S: I swear Daren is getting more and more weird these days. No longer the emo and quiet one. Good or bad?! HMMMMM.

D: In the end you still put this pic
M: Ya those pics too retarded leh
D: Lol nvm wad since you like to do retarded things

M: I spotted a cute guy. I'm happy today.
D: Who? Me? :$
M: LOL
D: Our class got one cute guy liao dont have to look for cyber
M: Whr
D: Weijie. Cute hor?
M: LOLOLOL
D: Not cute meh? His hair like sec sch. Or pri sch.
M: LOL you ah damn bad.
D: I not as bad as you. Bully Faci. Walao eh. Have you no heart?
M: I WHR GOT BULLY FACI
D: Poor Jeff... Become laughing stock
M: Whr gotttttt
D: Whr dont have? On Friday you all laugh like siao.
M: I nvr laugh till so jialat lah. How I know I will make the class laugh (till like that) x_x
D: Coz you evil.
D: So evil.

Maddieeelyn. 很想你 says:
*I wanna pee
*I wanna eat

bloody chocolate says:
*pee on ur food

Maddieeelyn. 很想你 says:
*...

bloody chocolate says:
*extra flavour

Maddieeelyn. 很想你 says:
*WTF
*WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU TODAY. LOL.

bloody chocolate says:
*dunno..
*i always liddat wad
*eh i noe liao
*pee in a glass
*den u can eat n drink ur pee
*den u videotape
*gv ur cute guy see
*muz be u
*u're turning me on

Maddieeelyn. 很想你 says:
*omg im so blogging this
*you are weird today
*but i prefer you like that
*HAHAHAHHA

bloody chocolate says:
*oh fuck

Maddieeelyn. 很想你 says:
*HAHAHAHHAHAHA

bloody chocolate says:
*my lips r sealed
*u're not juz evil
*u're toxic
*damned if i do ya,damned if i don't

Maddieeelyn. 很想你 says:
*.................. eh you today eat wrong medicine?

bloody chocolate says:
*im dying
*breathe ur life into me
*b4 i turn from autumn to ashes

???????????? Weird much!!!
No wonder Kathy says he is damn funny to her, like whatever he say just makes her laugh.
:/

#UTTERLYDISAPPOINTED

2009-07-12T03:47:00.007+08:00

Study ~ Study ~ Study ~
1st piority.
Second night of staying up for studying purpose. But, once again, failed to do so.
Fuck.

Came home feeling damn sick........
Almost vomitted, how I wish I did.
Itchy hands and eyes did something.
I shouldn't see it, it just makes me sad.
Found out something.
& that's the top of it, my sadness level can only contain that much.
I think I'm more of emotionless than emotional after that.\
Blah, so much for holding on and wishing it'll be better.
I think giving up is much easier and it works both ways.\
Still the big question is there
:How did we land up in such a state after what we went through?
Times with you were so brief and beautiful.

Conferencing with Kathy and Junwei, the Holy One on Skype. They make me happier and less sucky. They make me smile and laugh. They make me feel good.
But still in the back of my mind... You, you're the best.....

--
If you have my fb, you'll see that someone tagged me of the photo of his birthday present made by us. But you don't know what is at the back of it! Hehehehehehe.

Here it is.

HA HA HA. Yeah dude, buck up!!!! Lol!

Eric seo the ~~happy~~ boi with his present. Hmm, i cancelled that word because I don't know if he's really happy anot, hahahah.

While waiting for cab. The wind was uber strong, gush gush woosh woosh!

Yes, Eric is shorter than me. I bet none of you know that. Ha ha ha. That's why, he have to buck up!!!!!!! DUDE! HAHA.

Night at Marina Barrage with Des, Na and Yuan. Lol!!!!!!!!!!!

Sheesha with Pris and Eric.
It's never Madeleine if it isnt a farkface.

With Kat waiting for her shift to start work.

Went Genting for a 2D1N getaway with darling.

Someone said it doesnt look like me because the eyes are damn small

HAHA. I take that as a compliment. Shut up! Lol!

Frigging cold there, but lovin' it!

;)

I'd rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else.
But it doesnt matter anymore.

2KOOL4SKOOL

2009-07-08T22:15:00.004+08:00

TODAY I WENT BACK TO SCHOOL! IT WAS FANTASTIC. I LOVE MY MATES.
(although there are truly some fake ones.... sigh)

LOL, this was taken before the break, like 2 weeks ago. THE FREAKING CEILING THINGY SUDDENLY FELL DOWN!!!! LUCKILY NO ONE WAS SITTING AT THAT SEAT!

***

Today, while doing the presentation, the faci asked for different examples of Engery sources, naming a few : Solar energy, Wind energy.....

Classmates gave a few good points and Madeleine was at the front half thinking half stoning as usual. Then she suddenly bursted out

: AH! I KNOW, THE SUN!!!

Only to get suaned by my team mates :
THATS CALLED THE SOLAR ENERGY TOO LAH!!!!

:(

Kathy: THAT'S SOLAR ENERGY LA!
Naresh: YA LAH! IT'S ALSO SOLAR ENERGY WHAT.
Me: LOL LOL LOL OK... *hides behind Naresh*
Naresh: LOL LOL the SUN provides ENERGY which is our SOLAR ENERGY! DUH!
Me: SHUT UP LAH!!!!
Naresh: HAHAHAHAHAHA
Me: *covering face behind Naresh* People's science suck can............
-Some classmates giggling-
Naresh: Well, you could always keep that as a secret, you don't have to PROVE it to us that it really does suck!!
-Classmates bursting out in laughter-
Me: shut up blackie!

And Kathy laughed till her whole body red ._. She's always laughing around anyway.
Hear till sian alrdy. LOL. But that's why I like her :)
Seriously though, my suck sucked since Primary school. :( I need desperate help in it!!!

Me: Yay! We rock! *licks lips unconsciously*
Naresh: Can you stop doing that? It's turning me on! *walks away*
Me: -_-!
Kathy: HAHAHAHAHAH *laughing hysterically*
Me: wtf?? *confused face*
Naresh*sits back*: So, anyway, how did you spend your time at home all these while?
Me: Ah? It was like damn boring....................
Naresh: *nodding, acknowledging face*
Me: Been thinking of you, of course.
Naresh: *typical beaming face*
Me: Actually, whenever I close my eyes I can think of you because when I close my eyes its all pitch black and I see you!!!! :)
Team mates: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Wei jie (who is damn good at eavesdroping) : HAHAHAHAHAHHA
Naresh: -_____- SHUT UP YOU, AND YOU, AND YOU! IMMATURE KIDS!!!!
Us: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

I know we're all racists, but I'M SORRY!! IT'S TOO FUNNY. Besides, Naresh doesnt mind! HE'S FREAKING BRAZILLIAN.
DUH!

K,stop school rant now.

##

Free kbox session with Kathy and J.

He's acting shy, wth. And Kathy is NEVER camera shy.

Ohyes, Mengtian has left SG for Aussie alrdy.
I feel damn lousy not being able to meet up for "the last time" with both Denise and MT. They both left for Melbourne (Denise, ytd)

Pris, MT, Me.
Happy reunion?? Lol.

As I said, avoid dha bitchez and intro some hot guys over ;)
xoxx.

Hmm.

LEAVE

2009-07-07T23:59:00.003+08:00

Good news, I'm not going to be gone yet.
Because something will happen if I'm going.... and I didn't want it to happen...
Ah, fate. What is fate? Created by men? Maybe.

*

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔...是你的藉口....
....
那我寧願對你從沒認真過....

i really am tired
i don't know what you want anymore
when i was there, you didnt come forward
when i take my steps to leave, you came for me
when i wanted to stay, you stood further away
you're just like the wind,
you come and go as and when you like
i hate having to guess what you're thinking and what's your next step

yes, finally i can upload photos! but this is a really old one, taken last yr.

親愛的，我不想猜了

i will miss you my lil goat.

FACE IT

2009-07-04T07:59:00.004+08:00

hi.
one day i will be gone.
i'm pretty sure of that.
one day,
seriously, one day.

now, i wanna enjoy life till the day comes.

i'm sorry.

should i cross the line or do something i don't like?

P.S: if you are a reader and you follow me on twitter, pls at least tell me. there are so many unknown people with unknown names, i don't follow them back. so please don't malign me of not keeping my words by saying "follow me and i'll follow you back!" and then start unfollowing me -,- and seriously? you peeps should ask me straight, don't spread words or ask others to confront me. -,-

Ignore

2009-07-03T00:52:00.003+08:00

Can't believe after all these while, you can still make me feel that way..............

Eh I was totally cheated. Rmb about that Jeff faci guy who gave me motivation and that i think he should be cute and young judging his name?
I was abit sad that i can't see him for the first time tomorrow as I'm quarantined from school.
But after a short chat with my dearest classmate, she searched for him in the staff directory.

Bless your parents for giving you such a nice name, Jeff.

Looking forward to see you next week....... i guess.

P/S: What the fuck, how come I can upload photos out of the sudden when I was just trying my luck to upload his photo!?

Turn

2009-07-02T00:48:00.005+08:00

I'm getting more and more aggressive when it comes to my school grades, good or bad?

This faci of mine very happily gave me a fricking D because I did not submit RJ(homework).
- I rarely get D
- I EMAILED HER THAT PIECE OF HOMEWORK
- My quiz answers seems to be neglected

So... I just emailed her.

My dearest faci,

You gave me a D for the previous problem, because I did not submit my RJ. But it is submitted via EMAIL that day as my connection at home had problems with LEO.
Below is for your reference and proof.
Sorry for the trouble and thanks for your attention.
F.Y.I, I won't be in school later because I've got LOA from school for having a hint of H1N1 on me.
Looking forward to see you next week.

Madeleine

I hope she understands sarcasm and get that I hold no more respect for her. Not checking your mail and giving a D to an innocent student? Meh.

Seriously? I think facilators love to stamp on me tail. Little things they do really irritate me. Talk about sterotyping and perceptions. Seeing me listening to music in class, seeing me webcam in class, seeing me quiet DOES NOT prove that I am a bad, worthless student. Yet, whenever they come for group discussions or ask us questions, they hardly take a look at me, hardly face me. How the heck am I supposed to answer your question when your attention is not on me?! Imagine, you're among a group of people and someone came forward to ask an open question WITHOUT EVEN GLANCING at you. Would you ~~want~~ even bother to answer them? And that's how I got my Bs and some Cs, FOR NOT PARTICIPATING IN CLASS ENOUGH. Fuck that.

On a very sidetracked note, I got an A for her module on UT. But that was what I earned from what I learnt. I think it is quite unfair I'm judged daily based my performance in class instead of my learning abilities. Qualities of a good student?! Screw that, when I have such a biased Faci.

Infact, in my very few months in RP, I came up with a few theories ...

IN ORDER TO EXCEL IN RP,

Make sure you have enough sleep and in a good mood. Being sleepy and moodless doesnt give you credit. AT ALL.

Drink loads of energy drink, preferably RedBull. Gives you energy to do your work and answer questions, and to SHOOT and ASK other teams questions(those in RP will know)

Be loud and talkative. Quiet and reserved are a NO NO in RP. SURE FAIL.

Be hyper-active. Seeing you going around, interacting with your classmates leaves a good impression. Of course, interact the right way, don't be like me and Naresh. -_-

Ask questions. Even the obvious. Like, "WHAT MAKES YOU THINK 1+1 REALLY = 2??" As long as you open your farrrrking mouth and make some noise, you're participating in class.

Come to think of it, maybe RP teaches us how to be more thick skinned.

#
Told you I'm getting more aggressive. )':

And all these are coming from a student who is told to stay away from school and misses school. FML.

***

P.S: I CAN'T UPLOAD PHOTOS. HELP!

Beat it

2009-07-01T12:34:00.004+08:00

Blogger has a problem, I can't upload photos, blah.
Why? :/

Happy 21st Birthday Eric Seo Yue Siang! (:
21 liaooo, don't play play ah! Find a wife, quick! Thai wives are good... ;)
Seeeeeyouuuu sooon loveeeeelyyy.

#
Drama is happening. Slowly, I can see true colours popping out.
Woo, machiam jack in a box, OLA ALOHA OHAIYO~~!
Fuck yous, very much.

Okay, I'm out.

Do you like to see me broken?

Stay

2009-06-30T15:05:00.006+08:00

I AM QUARANTINED FOR YET ANOTHER 7 DAYS!!!!
):
Because Nad was tested positive and we came in contact last Friday..

I'm gonna miss school and my mates. I hate e-learning, it's troublesome.
There's UT next wednesday, just nice, the day I have to go back to school. That sucks, because I know I won't have the motivation to study for it at home. I really need to buck up... Concentrate!

Being quarantined gives me an excuse to order food deliveries.

Hold on

2009-06-29T16:26:00.004+08:00

R.I.P, Calvin.
He was a great guy, making jokes to fill in the silence.
Our very own personal good ol' friend and photographer.
Told you to wake up and do what you had promised, but you ended up falling deeper.
All the many photos you took of us in your DSLR are not yet published and sent.
Did you bring those photos and memories into your heart?
We'll always remember you :')

I never thought that you, would feel the way that you do
But now i know the truth, and it's killing both us two
There's nothing left that I can do to those times
No matter what I say, it's not enough to make you stay

guess we're driftinggggggg. never wanted things to be like that :/

Run

2009-06-27T17:17:00.007+08:00

Every mirror bares the guilt and shame
So much pressure in the world today
If I try to be like everybody else, I find that I start to lose myself
It's enough to make your heart grow numb, trying to be everything to everyone
You can judge somebody, or you can love somebody

Choose your own path.

I finally added some new songs into my playlist, some people complaining that it's getting boring-.-. Courtesy of Daren.

Oh yeah, we've got a new facilator for Science module. No more SRI.LANKA ): I really kinda liked her, although I've been skipping her lessons for no apparate reasons. When she annouced she was leaving last Friday, I wasn't there. Didn't get to see her and cry. LOL.
ANYWAY. What I really want to say is, the new Faci is named Jeff. SOUNDS NICE AND YOUNG AND CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please let me judge him by his name. I'll check you out this Friday, MR Jeffie. ;)

Okay I have nothing left to say.
Kat is out on a date. <-- HAHA THAT WAS RANDOM

i sense drama later~
why.............
guess it's too late for you to make me stay

Torn

2009-06-26T19:09:00.003+08:00

Sick and tired. Not literally.
I feel damn letharrrrgic and whenever I walk around, my head feels fucking heavy.
I wanna go out!! I need to go shopping. I haven't been shopping for a long time.

Bored, I can't decide between these few things to do.
Sleep (I am really sleepy and tired)
Read (Using my lappy cus its in here)
Eat (Yeh, I'm hungry AGAIN. Will have to wait awhile before I go down to buy something to munch)
Watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S (I am slowing it down because I do not want to watch the last episode, when it al ends... :( )

Anyway, something or, someone made me read some of my past posts. I realised almost all are kinda..... sad? LOL. Heyyyyyyy. Ima happy gurl yoz.

Oya, R.I.P MJ, king of ~~pop~~music. Apparently, I wrote something like that on my MSN and people have the cheek to ask me what is MJ. Don't you all read the news?!!? Even if you don't, it's like right smack big space on the head of MSN.COM. Unless of course, your homepage is FRIENDSTER or some porn webby or something else, that I can't blame you. Idiots.
copyright,dezzy.

Anywaysssssss, some random photos. From wayyyyyy back man. School daze.

While attending Jive welcome tea with Aida

Birthday celebration, woohoo! Bday cake was fabulous!

It's Benjamie!
Which reminds me, what happened to the both of you?

During symposium! FOOD OMG FOOD! HAHA. We were told to eat all of them up, not allowing the guests to da-bao home. So we take and take and take and take what the green plate can allow us to! HAHAHA!
It was really nice anyway, the chicken one, WOAH! High ah! I'm fking hungry now.

GROANS.

The food Anthony managed to steal for us from another level! HAHA.
Don't blame us for being unhygenic!!!!!! We had no choice!!!! We're such good students, risking our health to do our duties right.

Kay. I'm hungry. I shall go grab some sandwiches.
Or meet nad up. nadddddieeee, guchi guchi!
OR. Botak jones omg slurps.

SWEET TWEET

2009-06-19T18:53:00.002+08:00

I've got twitter!!!!! It's super ideal.
Everytime I'm out and doing/seeing/experiencing some weird kinky fun funny outrageous stupid stuff, I'd like to update about it. But everytime I come home, I tend to be super lazy or even forgotten what I'd like to update about. With Twitter, I can update it on the spot using my handphone. YAY! Besides, no more lenghty boring posts anymore. I bet twitter will be filled alot!!!!

Follow me now!! & Of course I'll follow you back! (:

P.S: I never wanted things to end up like this. But I've expected it anyway.

Stuck

2009-06-17T10:04:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of coming to school late.
I don't like sitting infront of the window because Benjamin and co keep walking past and looking in to probably search for Jamie while she is like sitting near the corner but the first person he sees is me glancing at his view with my fucked up hair. Stupid sia....
There's re-UT later, stupid school system crashed the other time.
Town later, abit lazy to go down -.-
Oh man, I'm excited about something already!!!!!! LET TIME FLY LET TIME FLY!! :)

I used to laugh aloud when you were around, now you're far away. With every other words that you said to me as I fell asleep, now they're fading whispers. How did you read my mind, telling me every line that I longed to hear. You were so convincing, but you left me empty. I'm a dreamer who should have known better, but I thought you had a dream here too.

PHAT

2009-06-16T20:32:00.004+08:00

& so today I went to order food at the Cai Fan stall and the guy was like "Ehh.. Ni bu chi cai de ah?" (You don't eat vegetable one ah?) True enough all my three dishes are meat, and matter of factly, I don't eat veggies except sometimes, kangkong.

-_________________- naaabei.... make me feel fat and unhealthy only.

OMG I AM LIKE BLASTING TECHNO NOW THANKS TO ANGELA LOW. SHE PUBLISHED LIKE A WHOLE PLAYLIST OF OUR FAVOURITE TECHNO SONGS LAST TIME!!! FREAKING MISS THOSE DAYS. ): IT MIGHT BE WILD, BUT IT SURE WAS DAMN FUN! ROOOOAR. JEAN, YOU'LL LOVE IT! :D

Blah

2009-06-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

School's reopening tomorrow. I'm not really dreading it nor am I looking forward to it. Able to have something to do instead of lazing around, (Y). Able to see my W47N bitches, (Y)! Able to webcam with DiaPrincess, (Y)! Tomorrow is Math Module, (N)! Able to sense your presence near me, (Y)! Able to see cute and pretty girls around RP, (Y)! Last but not least, happy for Jamie to be able to see Benjamin, LOL (Y)! Have to wake up early, (N). Feeling sleepy already, (Y). Should be meeting * tomorrow after school, (Y/N). Subway cookies, cheap cheap, (Y)!

Actually, school, or rather, RP is basically nothing stressful to me. It feels like an everyday thing, because we use the computer everyday and always surf the net around. Long breaks, freedom to do whatever you want(minus smoking wherever you want), great campus, great girls.... I guess the only stressful stuff are, BEING PUNCTUAL, ANG KAT BOLAH FACIS TO GET BETTER GRADES, and UT.

Gaaaah, why am I whining so much. I should sleep. Night earthlings.

W47N, I'M READY TO SEE YOU BITCHEZ :-D
Come to think of it, we only have a few months left with each other.

P.S: IT'S IDA'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW. DOES ANYONE REMEMBER??????? IF NOT.... UH OH *GULPZ*

2009-06-11T23:51:00.004+08:00

Because in times like these, I'd love to seek solace in your presence.
But pathetically, your shirt is all that I have left of you.

2009-06-11T17:22:00.002+08:00

In memories of ,
Candice Goh Hui Yi.

Rest In Peace

DO NOT MISTAKEN!!
CANDICE WILL NEVER JUMP DOWN BY HER OWN SELF!!!
Those who know Candice well will know candice would never ever do such thing..

She so love pretty..
So afraid of a little pain..
Tell some people tat she would nv die for her BF..
By rite the next day after her death she is going holiday wit her family..
She jus find a new job starting work after her holiday..
She never leave any suicide note

This is what Candice's brother, Ken Goh, wanna tell everyone:

Before she die, witnesses(a group of young people) saw them quarreling at 85 market, and her BF even throw an unopen can of beer at her head.. then the group of young people come and help my sister.. my sister then stick to them.. during this time, my sister tried to avoid tat BASTARD.. but not long later, tat Bastard found her. then he grabbed her hand and pull.. elbow lock her hand and pull after she resisted.. then finally pull her hair again and dragged her awhile to his house .. awhile later, the group of guy worried about my sister, went to search for her, soon after when they wanna gave up searching, they heard shouting on 1 of the blk upstair.. when they wanna go up, my sister jus fell off from 8th storey.. Then after she died, tat BASTARD jus stay calm and just do nothing after tat.. AND WHEN MY SISTER DIED, SHE WAS BITING HER OWN TONGUE(which mean cannot R.I.P!) TAT BASTARD AARON can even lie mi about the whole thing when a group (not jus 1 person) saw everything..
so tell mi!!! will my sister do such stupid thing??

That bastard, Aaron's profile--------> http://profiles.friendster.com/3212389

Doll

2009-06-11T13:20:00.000+08:00

"skipped school" today because someone was drunk last night. Horrigible vegetable!

Change is good.

2009-06-10T20:25:00.001+08:00

I'm signing off, I'm breaking down.

As you can see, cbox is gone. Comment if you must, but I know a whole fuckloadz of you can't be bothered. Well neither can I. i machi you no more! _\_^^_/_

Don't stray, don't ever go away.

2009-06-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

I'm blind, I really am. Never thought you would be like this. Totally dissapointed...

Yesterday's VauntIV was......... speechless.
Saw quite a number of familiar faces. Surprised we still remember each other even though we met once a few mths ago.
Powerhouse was fking packed and Bar none was boring after awhile. Remus said BN was for 18 and above, I have no idea how we could get in? :/ Nevertheless had fun but we were seriously digusted. Wasted....... Lost track of time, stayed till the party ended. Received a free tix to LadiesPiority, anyone interested? Sat the cab back to Circuit rd and my personal brand of HelloDezzy came. We practically seriously fought in the car, that idiot gave no mercy!!!! And of course at the end of the day, I WON. :D Thanks for the ride home @ 5.55AM dude! *flashbacks of the photo in your driver's license, LOLOLOL*

Next up, St.James or Butterfact?
Naw, ima no clubber siao manz.

After 10 hours of sleep, I am still feeling fatigue. Getting emotional and tired easily these days. Man, I'm getting old. ):

Never gone, never far.
In my heart is where you are.

what should I do when every pathway leads to you? every footsteps seem so wrongfully right.

2009-06-07T05:27:00.000+08:00

OLA.

Today was a tiring, fun, guilty, sad, emo, empty, funny day. :/

Firstly, let me present you................................. the............. well....

epic side of me. :/

WILL YOU STILL LOVE ME IF I LOOK LIKE THISSSSSS???????
(you'll have to seriously scroll, but be prepared.)

...........

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........................................

GAAAAAAAAAAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH.
Please remain as my friend :(

Damian was so mean. I was totally clueless. I thought he was taking JJ's big butt. So I was happily laughing it off, then the first flash came out, and I turned to him, then realised the camera was facing me, so I was like HUH? WTF?? then the second flash came out and this photo is taken -.- Everything happened so fast lah. LIGHTNING SPEED SIOLZ.

So today (or rather yesterday. it's like freaking 6AM now) met up with my usual favourties. It finally dawned to me that... gone were the days when we can see each other almost everyday, whether or not we talk to each other. Gone were the days when we want to eat together or slack together, a few smses just have to be done and we'll meet up after school or in the weekends.

Now everyone has different goals, different schedules. We're not as on anymore.
We have to book each other few days in advance, sometimes even one week in advance.
Like today, we're actually talking about going Sentosa on Friday.
Last time it used to be "Sian leh. wanna go Bugis?" then one by one will join in and thats how our outing will be. But now, some people will be absent, some people will have to leave earlier.

Gaaaaah, emo stuff away. I'm crazy for talking about this type of stuff now, lol.

WE'RE NOT HAVING THE SAME RECESSES OR BREAKS ANYMORE.

HAHAHAH JJ WAS DAMN AFRAID OF MY HANDSSSSS.
I "ELECTRIC SHOCKED" HIM AND GRABBED HIS TITTIES. WOOO HIS IS D CUP I RECKON!
(& yes..... i'm not gna show you my set of teeth that are desperate for braces!!!)

And yes, just now was crazy. I seriously don't know why, but people are calling in the wee hours and calling for different motives and issues. Like, real issues, not call just to say hi and bye. :S
Tonight is coincidentally, the day I don't feel like sleeping early, so I was able to answer their calls and spend time talking to them. If not, imagine a confused face when I wake up the next day with a number of missed calls by different people. -.-

Kathy & Jaimee - "Want to come out?"
Wenjie - "Yo."
XB - "OLA."
Shufen - "MADDDD!!!"
Kathy - "Clubbing with who? Nah... So you coming to find us?"
Shufen - "MADDDD!!!"
Wenjie - "Yo."
Kathy - "OMGGGGGG!!!!~~~!!~!~!"
MT - "WHY YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT!!!"

Kathy - "OMGGGGGGG~~~~ HEHEHEH~~~~!"

I guess the worst is Kathy. Cannot stand her!!! Secondary love stories... HAHA. But I'm happy for her!!!! PAUZE BETTER TREAT YOU GOOD. :)))))))))) & for LSF! & sad for myself and kele. LMAO. Ah, whatever.

And I've got a new boyf. :D

He's shy. Don't bother wanting to know who he is. YOU'LL NEVER KNOWWWWWW. :)

And this is the MIA girl who you hardly see around anymore.

LSF <3

Okai it's like freaking 6:45 AM now. I can hear birds chirping outside even though my windows are closed. UGH I hate it when sun rises. I wanna sleep soon, maybe after one episode of Friends and falling aslp tgt with HELLODEZZY.

Vaunt ltr. Hopefully it'll be fun with you around. :-)

$_$

2009-06-05T02:48:00.000+08:00

WHAT WAS ALL THAT SHIT ABOUT JIANFEI
I JUST FINISHED TOMYUM CUP NOODLES.
WHAT WAS ALL THAT SHIT ABOUT EARLY NIGHT
I'M STILL LISTENING TO NIKKI FLORES NOW.

You know what the worst thing is?
IT'S FREAKING 3 A.M.

To get list:
NOTE HERE, it's no longer TO BUY LIST because I might get too desperate that I would steal or rob for these items.
Cause I'm cool like that (H). CHEY.

-Anti wrinkle cream
- Dove
- Flip flops
- Shoes. REAL SHOES. HIGH CUT, BEST.
- Small bag
- Medium bag
- Bras
- Laptop deco/protector
- Handphone / Another laptop (LAPTOPS ARE EDDICTIVE MAN)
- Ipod / Itouch
- BRACES (Top list on my bday want list, FYI,BTW.)

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Seriously. If you love me enough start saving for approximately 75days starting from today.
ARIGATO!!

JIZZ IN MAH PANTZ

2009-06-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

Woosha.
I'm tired of blogger. I'm tired of this blog skin. It feels... crampy. Do you all get it too?

This holidays is so boring. I told myself I ain't gonna let this holidays go to waste. Gahhhh, but all I do is use the comp, eat, out, sleep. Waddafk! Anything to suggest??

I'm craving for chocolates and snacks..... I'm gonna grow fat at this extent... :(

I want to go gyming. I'll go weekly after school, I promise.
Heard there'll be hotties in the gym... :P

Need to lose fats on my legs and arms.

Evidence, here.

Although it's taken like 4 weeks ago or something.

SADDED! :( Jian fei.... seems impossible.

OHYEAH I finally trimmed my brows :)
Took photos for Dessy's references. He machiam never see girl's trimmed eyebrows before. But I didn't send to him laaah, so up till now he still havent got a glimpse of it.

That's me trying to link up my brows so they become one..... like Dessy's. :x

And uh, I know you'll be reading this at some point of time, maybe when you book out.
Although the breakup was quite long ago.....(2 weeks back I think), I finally have the time to talk about this, if not SOME ASSES OUT THERE thinks I do not want to update them -.-

Anw, I just want to thank you for being there, taking care of me really well.

You're really a good guy, a good boyfriend. You truly deserve better.
I'm sorry for everything I did, because whatever I did just aint right at all.
Thanks for constantly giving in to me and enduring all my nonsense. (which is really fucking nonsense i really dont know how you can stand it)
Those times with you were brief and beautiful.
I'll never forget you and whatever you did for me.
Too much to point out. Really thankful for you Sebbie :')

Oh yes, fuck you for the sms you just sent me..... You're an ass, really.
And fuck you for the video you made on FB. WHEN WE MEET UP AGN YOU'RE SO GONNA GET IT FROM ME HARDDDDD!

And I'm glad to see you moving on too. So stop saying I won. You dickhead. Psst, remember what I told you about 15 16 yr old girls?! HEHHHH! IT'S TRUE OKAY. I SAR PORK YOU! ^^
& I told you I'm not gonna ignore you or whatever, we can always be friends, duh! Whatever you wrote in that letter was really silly-.- You dickhead.

Anyways remember our plans? Go clubbing together when I hit 18 next year. We have approximately 20 days from there before you have to fly back to USA. And consider locking me up in the luggage muahaha! Can't wait buddy! :)

Ehhh, today Kat blew me off. Flew me aeroplane. I totally should have went town with JW and D instead of patiently waiting for her at home. Gaaaaaah, I want to gaigai! ):

I'M CRAVING FOR SUBWAY!! Hey, that's better than craving for chocolates and ice cream right! Oh which reminds me I haven't fulfil my craving for chocolate waffle!!!!! D:
I shall ask JW to treat me again. HEH.

(edit)
JW IS DITCHING ME FOR HIS CHALET PLANS. :( I MISS YOUR *W* HAHAHA.
(/edit)

Some random webcamming session.

I'm bored now.
Someone's ignoring me again.
I get emotional easily these days.
Is my period coming???? Let it flow, let it flow!!

It shall be an early night tonight.

I don't know how, I don't know why, you've led my heart astray.

I've seen cuter. I've heard smoother, tasted sweeter. I've laughed harder. acted smarter, I've been wiser.
Tell me why you're always on my mind? I don't know why you're always on my mind?

because at the end of the chapter, men are absofuckingly nothing to me

2009-06-04T00:48:00.000+08:00

So you knew, but you didn't bother.

i've got goals i want to achieve and i shall and i will.

I know that you are very nice, you never ever tell me lies. You're always there to comfort me and cheer me up when I am down. However, that is it. You've got your world and I've got mine. And after all that we've been through I still have to say...
Sorry honey, my heart is not for you.

Sorry baby, this love is not for you.

At least not for now. I miss late night chats with you I miss teasing you I miss having someone to text with whenever I'm happy or sad I miss gaining knowledge from you I miss having someone real to talk to....

Am I being selfish or are you the one?

***not worthy of your time to read,seriously.***

It felt like I'm ready to give up everything for you
I'm willing to help you when you have difficulties
I wanna know you more and listen to your woes
I want to be there for you and take care of you
Giving up smoking for you seemed easy
But when everything fell apart I had it back
The more I give my all the harder I fall

Why bother in the first place.

I'd give it all up, but I'm taking back my love.

Remember when you said you were sorry for all the sadness and you'll give me happy nest?
When you said you want to know all about me and made me swear not to avoid you agn?
When you assured me that I am and shall be a serious and important girl to you?

I guess, whatever you said is just a passing remark. Because at the end of the day, I really really just feel that you don't care. Although out of everyone else who wanted it, you readily gave me that shirt when I said I want it, although you spent your money on me when you're damn broke, although when I said I give up, you got pissed and resort to silly antics. But in the end, ask yourself, did you really put in your whole effort, your whole heart? Did you even really cared?

cus you're hot and you're cold, i don't know who you really are anymore

:'<
& i'm crazy for thinking someday you'll change things when you keep on crossing the line

TAG REPLIES.

2009-06-03T15:58:00.000+08:00

1 Jun 09, 00:49
Daren: emo girl..dun sad le lars:)
: YOU'RE THE EMO ONE PLZ, HAHA. CYA TMR? LOL.

31 May 09, 17:41
Nicole: Holidays already right, shall we go sheesha soon!?
: YEZ PLZ I ALSO WANT TO GO GAIGAI NOW GSS LEH. LOVEYOU CYA LTR.

31 May 09, 16:37
JEANHYUNG: Yo why aren't you online?! And bet you guys had fun ystd. Aww i missed all the fun!!! >:((((
: DUDE YOU MISSED OUT ALOT OF JOKES AND LAUGHTERS. RAWR. CYA LTR LOVE.

31 May 09, 16:06
bf: I miss you la! Meet up soon la! Aljunied la! Got money then upgrade to other place la!heh.Cya soon:)
: I THOUGHT WHO ARE YOU SIAL. -.- EVERYDAY ALJUNIED, BUEY SIAN HARRRR. CYA LATER I MAKE SURE YOU STUMBLE :)

31 May 09, 09:53
JACQ: deniseeeeeeeeeeeeee i wanna say smthg v mean but i shall NOT XD
: O_O GOOD THINGS ARE MEANT TO BE SHARED JACQ!!!!!!! come, whisper to me. HAHA.

31 May 09, 09:38
-deNISE-: *no need to
31 May 09, 09:38
-deNISE-: n jacq no need no cut hair to suck ballls *wink wink*
31 May 09, 09:37
-deNISE-: hahaha...angel spammer...!!! i tagged i tagged..yippeee
: DENISE I KNOW I KNOW JACQ NO NEED TO CUT HAIR ALSO CAN SUCK SOME BALLS. ;) MEET UP SOON BUTCH HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. oh ya WHATS YOUR BLOG LINK?

30 May 09, 23:22
Angel: AND SI JAC NV TAG ME
30 May 09, 23:22
Angel: GUAI LAN SIS . STOP DUA-ING ME LAH CB . BETTER MEET ME UP SOON HOR . misheulykefcukkokiees ! HAHAHA
: CB DONT KNOW WHO DUA ME YTD. @$@#$!@#$%#@%. DON'T TALK TO ME ANYMOAR. I DULAN ALRDY. LOL.

30 May 09, 19:32
tanjj: haha... can remember me ornot?!?! haha.. u gather with damian means gather with me.. haha
: HOW CAN I NOT RMB YOU?! LETS GATHER TOGETHER GATHER GATHER!!!

30 May 09, 14:45
JACQ: one myself ) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA EH YAH LOR I CUT MY HAIR SUCK BALLZ NOW
30 May 09, 14:45
JACQ: whats with passerbys and issueswith black people HUH (i so angry not cuz i luv you mads, but cuz im
: JACQ I KNOW YOU LOVE ME LORRRRR!!!!!

30 May 09, 11:22
desmond: that i peep on you bathing.
30 May 09, 11:17
desmond: omfg. the whole world knew. ;(
: ITZ OKIE IT'S IN YOUR BLOOD ANYWAYS.

The more I think about it, the more fucked up I feel.
Leave me alone, it's better off this way.

I DON'T WANT THIS HOLIDAYS TO GO TO WASTE!!!!! I should bake or write or read or gym or practice or play some sports or GO SHOPPING.
GSS SEASON LEHHHHH. SIAO SIAO!!!! ):

YTD FUCKING FUNNY. I HAVE RANDOM RETARDED FRIENDS.

Kathy: He didnt cry that day.
Me: Oh..
Kathy: But he's quite good looking leh.
Me: WTF??????????!!!!! WHERE'S THE LINK???!!!
Kathy: WHAT! I'm trying to say he's good looking, so he and she make a compatible couple.
Me: NO, YOU WERE SAYING THAT HE DIDNT CRY. THEN, YOU WENT AHEAD TO SAY HE'S GOOD LOOKING. WHERE'S THE LINK?!
Kathy: OHHHHHHHH! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAH SHIT. HAHAHAHHAHA.

THIS IS FUNNIER. LOL.

Me: Are you tired?
*: You madd? I changed phone. Not tired. Why?
Me: Nope. I'm Jane.
*: Sorry you got the wrong number.
Me: You're not tarzan?
*: Sorry. Dunno you.

HAHAHAHA, up till now he still don't know and I'm still portraying this Jane character!!! FUCKING FUNNY. Eh my hp number got so hard to remember meh?! Hopefully he doesnt get angry, ADVANCED SORRY WHEN YOU FINALLY FIND OUT. ^^V

Weather so fucked

Day 9, it's fading! :D

2009-06-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

it's been a bittersweet day. (:

OOOOOOH me received photos from Jamieeeeee.
Lets take a look.... *GASP* she has been stalking us -.-
super random unglam shots into my facebook T_T

but it's good, here's evidence against the total black and hot one.

ABUSIVE BLACKIE.

This was taken when I wanted to do smth (can't remember what) and he didnt allow me to do it. So he JUST FUCKING HAD TO pull my hand and pinched my arm and I screamed like don't know what. And yea since my hands can't be free, I used my legs and placed it hardly on his you-know-what. And it worked :)

Stupid bangla.

And this, is fucking funny. We took the auto shot and it shoots multiple shots, so we dont have to get up and press again. This is the last shot and while we're all busy posing, Charmaine cooly walked over to the camera, turned around, bend abit and all we did was "WALAU CHARMAINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and tried to move and push her away, and KACHIK! the photo is taken. FUNNY SHITZ.

And I just realised Daren totally got no emotion....................... keep up the good work, emo boy. Lol.

And I randomly found this photo Jean sent me.

I miss you all :(((((

actually, seriously, you don't even care. ask youself.
:(

I don't know why I feel so pekchek now.
When I don't wanna go out, people wanna go.
When I wanna go out, people don't wanna go.
Wtf is this~
I need to trim my brows.
Seriously it's freaking me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to bathe now. Fuck the weather. Stupid global warming shit, wtf man!!!!

the silence in this room is so loud, no one can fix it but you.

Day 6, CONTINUED, TAGREPLIES.

2009-05-29T15:39:00.000+08:00

You're so confused, when you know there's no one there who really understands.

You're on your own and the happiness is bleeding through an open wound.

You can't control what goes on inside this hell that we call life.

You lost yourself in everything you can't fight.

Day 5 was epic. I just burst. :/
Kinda regret........ but I guess everything is fine now. Or even better. I don't know, hahaha.
At least, at the very least, I like it that you're so sensible. :)))))))))))))

Today is Science. Wah damn sian man. But I'm not late, HAHA! :)
My team and I kinda suck in science. The faci was explaining to the whole class about some electronegativity and dipole shit, everyone seem to be listening attentively and nodding. But after a few whispers of confirmation "Eh PSST! You know what she talking anot?" "no leh!! catch no balls sia!!" I guess the whole class kinda suck in science. HAHAHAHA!

Science UT later. Soon, in fact. Like, 10 more minutes. And then the stupid internet connection will be gone. Pffffft. I still don't know where to go after school. Indecisive kicks in.

***TAG REPLIES***

29 May 09, 07:44
Damian!: anyway! MADDHS I MISS YOU HEEHEE .
29 May 09, 07:44
Damian!: freaks
29 May 09, 07:44
Damian!: AHAHAHA, i'm like laughing now laaa, shen mo nian dai le, still got spammers ? -sigh- those balless
: DAMIAN!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!! HAVENT BEEN TALKING MUCH WITH YOU. Meet up soon for some HTHT. LOL, reminds me of Jean. We have to gather soon! Missses!

28 May 09, 15:11
Chyora: I am always free la! It's you okay!!
: OOPS. BITCH. MY HOLS ARE OFFICIALLY HERE!!!!!!! CONTACT ME FOR MORE DETAILS. Miss you and your CRAPS sialz. I heard Halim's coming back? *cheeky smirk*

28 May 09, 09:25
jamie: B!TCH WHY PON SCHOOL TODAY AGAIN :@ CHEAT MY FEELINGS.
: Chibai I neh pon school dont malign me T_T So sad someone havent got ben's contact :P

28 May 09, 03:35
Nicole: Yeah man, no one's gna bring us down! Luv ya darling, ttys k! (: Xoxo, muackkieesxzs.
: YEAH! Meet up soon! Love youuuuuuuu :):):)

27 May 09, 23:32
Angel: GUAI LAN SISTER MEET UP FOR SHI SHA SOOOOOOOOOOON LAH !
27 May 09, 23:28
Angel to passerby: jn , wtf ! failed your english ah ? idoit leh , omg pls . GET A LIFE LOSER , GET A LIFE DAMNIT ! HAH
27 May 09, 23:26
Angel to passerby: LOSER ! LOSER ! HAHAHA ! . and GUAI LAN SISTER , i love entertaining spammers as well !
: HELLO MY DEAR ANAL SISTER. LOL. SPAMMERS DAMN ENTERTAINING RIGHT!!??!!! AND SO SAD DIDNT GET TO MEET YOU THE OTHER TIME!!! It's my hols alr, how about yours?!!!?! Meet up soon! I know this holidays you'll be like a typical ahlian, drink smoke and club. SIGH CONTROL YOURSELF K. Heh.

27 May 09, 21:41
janice.: ***** I MISS YOOOUH. )':
27 May 09, 21:40
janice.: LOL passerby what the fux is jn? joking nia? HAAAHA.
: HAHAHA JN=JOKING NIA???!?! You really joker sialsz. haha i also duno what the passerby talking abt. Lol. I don't miss you, we just saw each other lah fk!! hahahaha! :)

I just reached home!!!! Woooooshhh. Caught the movie NATM2. Heard it's lame, but I think it's okay lehhhh!! Quite funny too. Ben Stiller is still so handsum!! Hawhawhaw.......

Something's changed. Was it me or you?

And you, seriously, back off. What's over is over, that was how the story ends. No more second edition. Whatever you want or you think, please keep it to yourself. I don't wish to know anymore. So fucking pissed to see text msges from you even when I didn't reply to any of yours earlier. It's always random stuffs and whatever you feel and think. What I think is for you to keep away for a lil while, will you? Sometimes I wished I could change my hp number. You must be the worse of the worst I ever had. Because I seriously think you seriously have a big problem :/

I'm so tired. Gna turn in soon.

Maddielyn. ;(; says says:
i got sickness

Maddielyn. ;(; says:
-.-

Maddielyn. ;(; says:
laughing flu

Maddielyn. ;(; says:
-.-

desmond says:
yeh, whenever you see me only right? ._.

Maddielyn. ;(; says:
yayaya

desmond says:
sick

Maddielyn. ;(; says:
...

Maddielyn. ;(; says:
i very sad now

Maddielyn. ;(; says:
seriously.

Maddielyn. ;(; says:
i am going to bath so no one will see my teardrops

Maddielyn. ;(; says:
brb

desmond says:
okay i go peep

desmond says:
see if you have any teardrops

desmond says:
i help you wipe away from your chest

desmond says:
erm i mean face

HAHAHAHHA. THAT DUDE NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME LAUGH MAN!!! THANKS AH -.-

Because I know you'll do stunts! ):
You said you'll give me happy nest. I'M GNA ACCOUNT YOU FOR IT :)

Day 5

2009-05-28T11:56:00.000+08:00

I used to like Communication module.
But I don't like this faci. Bias asshole.
& Guess what, I've been NIFM for the past days. Only early on Monday.
F.Y.I: NIFM = Not In First Meeting

;(
There's UT later. I'm supposed to meet ~~ANGEL~~ ANAL SISTER later. Wonder if she remembers..... HAHAA. Amk amk amk, rmb!?

BUT THE TIME HAS COME, LET ME SPREAD MY WINGS.

i'm happy with you around
no matter what you do
when you're angry
when you're happy
when you're sad
when you're crazy
when you're quiet
when you're an ass
when all you do is to tease me
when you always give me false hope
when you make me wait for you
when you make me smile like an idiot
when you make me jealous
when you make me feel significant
when you make me feel insignificant

good or bad, i'm still happy. because you make me happy.

Day 4

2009-05-27T19:12:00.000+08:00

shit today is quite a happy day all i could think of is to blog about day 4.
so sweet so cute!!!!! :DDDD

so we stayed back for the jive thing. hilarious. :))))))
but i was selected for the name thingy. -.- had to stand and look like a paiseh retard. -.- but i'm still lucky. someone was more of a retard going up the stage!!! :P everything was SOOOO funny and romantic and paiseh at the same time. DARN. EPIC MOMENT OF MY LIFE. I seriously had an accurate daydream/ prediction, man.... but i didnt get to get the shirt. AHHH, i like that shirttttttt!!! :'< winforme?heh.

and to the passerby,
lolol. i'm so happy today lah!!!! no matter what you say aint gna bring me down. not only today actually. omg i havent been having spammers for the longest time. me welcum eu dip dip. heehehe.

and fuck lor i came home and realised the most of the chocolates i brought home meant for kamb got eaten up. chibae!!!!!!!!! ): hao nao brown cow. i dont care i'll buy a whole packet of it.

i don't want to go to the movies with you or do anything extragavant.
we can slack around in flipflops or watch youtube or pirated stuffs on our laptops.
as long as you're beside me with that smile on your face, everything will be perfect
;)

If so, seriously, really, definitely, fuck love.

2009-05-27T00:30:00.000+08:00

每一次想开口, 但不如保持安静.

Now, I finally know how it feels.
How it feels when you know you're irritating someone, but you cannot help it.
How it feels when you don't care about the other person's looks, financial, education, career background, and only live for the moment, for their heart, and their personality.
How it feels that it is your responsibility to care when they face difficulties(even when they seriously dont expect anything from you)
How it feels when you're helpless but you still want to help them with the least you've got.
How it feels when you're so emotionally attached to them even though it makes you look or feel like a freak.
How addicted you are to them and you just cannot stand not being in contact for even a few hours.

& when you feel like that for someone, it's something that nothing in this world can ever replace.

Is this love?

Day 3

2009-05-26T19:42:00.000+08:00

TAG REPLIES:

26 May 09, 16:30

eric: eh EPIC. for the first time in my life i booked in at 8am booked out at 3.30pm. LAAALAAAALA

- LOL. NO USE HAO LIANING TO ME. I FEEL NTH!! LOL.

26 May 09, 09:09

jamie: dont be depressed ): i broke up with my bf of 3 years ):
26 May 09, 09:08

jamie: i think he think i stalking him D:
26 May 09, 09:08

jamie: OMG TODAY ME AND CHARM WENT TO MACS IN THE MORNING... GUESS WHO I SAW. BENJAMINNNN.

- YOU. GOOD. LAH!!!! THEN WHY YOU NEH ASK FOR HIS NUMBARRR. Hahahah! I think he thinks you're a freaky stalker manzzzz! But maybe he doesn't knows. Guys are clueless, CLUELESS I SAY!!! Lol, and walau.... I just broke up with my bf too. CHEH(in a malay way). move on only lah!!! JIU DE BU QU XIN DE ZHEN ME LAI RIGHT! I sarpork you!!!!!!!! (omg this tag reply is so long)

26 May 09, 02:33

Chyora: Sings, I hate you but I love you.......
26 May 09, 02:33

Chyora: Hello? It's not only months. It's been half a YEAR!!! HELLO?! Where are you!!!!! :'(

- I'M GNA HAVE MY HORLEEDAYS SOON. 2 WEEKS ONLY! BOOK ME FASTER BOOK ME!!!! TELL ME WHEN ARE YOU FLEEEE.

***

It struck 12MN. I was happy. Then I was jealous. Then I was sleeping. Then I was upset. Then I was thrilled. Then I was feeling like the happiest girl. Then I was down. Then I am sad.

So I think a lot when there's nothing I want to say.

I bite my lips when you make me nervous when I stay.

Maybe I laugh a lot. It just means things are going my way...

If I crave you a lot... It's because I love you come what may.

Drop your arms to your side, it's okay to smile, just relax.

This is me, this is you.

No one else here, just us two.

You have no idea.
:(
You seriously have no idea.
:)
i want to give you all my chocolates, it's still in my fridge. i want to share my lunch with you, heck you can even eat my share. i want to introduce you to jobs, but you have to study. i want to go for movies with you, even if its the cheap little free movie screenings. i want to watch soccer with you, i drink and you eat fries :D. i want to talk to you, but you're too pissed. i don't want to irritate you, but i want to talk to you.

fuck lah.

i'm strong

2009-05-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

And you gave yourself away......

So, his name is BENJAMIN. And he's Jamie's. Okay don't ask, I'll get really emo ;(
HAHA kidding lah. Omgz i'm not such a stalker like her. She's.... scary.
And I thought i'm the worst. HAHAHAHAHA Jamie i sar pork you!!!!
Go get his numbarrrrrrrr!
next time see him outside class please notify her and not me thank you very much!!!!

and I still feel stupid asking him that qns(which is really impt) but he did not answer. WAHLAU ;(

***

付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦,难以释怀

Never leave the one who loves you for the one you love because the one you love might leave you for the one they love. Don't say you don't wanna leave me.
Never question or doubt the love of the person who loves you because they themselves won't know the exact reason why. Don't say you don't know why but it's just there.

i'm kinda happy now. just make things stay this way, i'll learn to live better.

i guess i'm dependent on you alr, lb.

i miss you so much already. where are you?

you made me feel so happy and silly over the weirdest littlest stuff.

i hate falling down because there's no one to pick me up at the end of the day.

the story always end this way, don't they?

i'm used to it anyways.

because....

Tags reply, update but it's nth much!

2009-05-24T01:58:00.000+08:00

AHHH!!! I want to go back to xanga soon.

22 May 09, 22:03
Insane!!: watch this video man!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24XojxhbVms

21 May 09, 19:26
zyx: u break with ur bf ah? :X good riddance. or he break? ):
: sad to say we're still happening.

21 May 09, 18:38
Nicole: Guys are jerks, and yeah.. they waste our precious time! Haha.
: Ya. Girls are the best right.............

21 May 09, 15:44
Ak: Aye update leh!
: Give me something to update about leh!!

21 May 09, 09:02
Angel: UPDATE UPDATEEEEEEEE MORE MORE MORE and meet up soon la guai lan sister
: Give me something to update about!!! like by posting your ah lian bin, wah my counter sure shoot up :D

20 May 09, 14:46
JAMIE: EH WRONG URL HAHAHAHA.
20 May 09, 14:46
JAMIE: B!TCH.
20 May 09, 14:46
JAMIE: HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *****
: Fuck it up bitch! UPLOAD PHOTOS PLOX. I MISS YOU ALR. :S And duuu euuie wannz mie tuhh link euuie?

20 May 09, 00:52
Chyora: Hello Missy. Did I miss something?
: Alot..... Meet up soon. It's been months. X_X

19 May 09, 13:27
Jean Hyung: FK LIFE! HAHAHA
: FML,FYL!

19 May 09, 06:50
Ak: Your bestplaylist ever gf!
: MOAR TO CUM. And when are you finally gna sing me that song!?

18 May 09, 13:27
D Runway: Hi babe, visit http://drunway.livejournal.com/ for pretty dresses and tops! Thanks a lot!

17 May 09, 02:38
alison: ns is snatching my man away too. haha.
: NSUCK! :( chants *for the country, for the country*

16 May 09, 21:29
JACQ: xyz : chyeeb0ingzx, maddhs is mine. go fly kite
: huh?? (OH!) I just scrolled down and realised. LOL. AWWW JACQ SO PROTECTIVE (K) Goodluck on your projects man!! Poor boy :( HAHA.

15 May 09, 18:37
Jean Hyung: Yo
: Yo! CHI BAO LE MAH. BU RAN, KUAI LAI DAO MAI DANG LAO!!

15 May 09, 17:20
xyz: nice cleavage :X attached?
: Go plastic surgery and you'll have a nicer one

14 May 09, 14:17
Angel: when wanna meet up sia nbzxzx ! smoking sessionsssssss !
: siao eh you without me cannot smoke mehsxzzzz? haha. ASK YOURSELF LAH.... YOUR TIMING AND MY TIMING BUEY GUM ;(

14 May 09, 11:07
Nicole: Darling got bf dont want me alr! ): Cries!*
: I WANT YOU MOAR THAN ANYTHING ELSE!!!!!

14 May 09, 00:37
Ak: hahahha. cannot stand you making me feel so retarded. <3 color="#ff0000">: And you took revenge on me :(((( I took a retarded photo just now, I'm gna upload it soon, hehehe. thinking of it makes me wanna luff mai arse off. HEHE.

13 May 09, 21:37
eric: i'll gladly sell your address for money. =D
: lol, I take 90% you take 10% k. Lol. But he already roughly knows my address. Sian.

10 May 09, 14:36
Nicole: Update!!!
: GIB ME MOAR THINGS TO UPDATE. LUBYOU

9 May 09, 16:30
Priss: i always get the black font one leh. you would think that even with a new blog it would favour me.
9 May 09, 16:30
Priss: he damn sweet lah. Although damn corny still in my opinion. THINK HOR MADDHS. THINK PROPERLY HOR.
: HI PRISSSSSSSSSSSS. Omg meet me up soon leh. Haha I just realised how this tag is so back daten. I'VE THOUGHT IT THROUGH AND MADE MY DECISION. Thanks bbf! :)

9 May 09, 15:12
-deNISE-: link me laaa...of all ppl not to link..hahaha
: I DIDNT KNOW YOU HAB A BLOG. I went to JACQ and ANGEL's blog also cant find yours. Tsktsk!

6 May 09, 23:17
Jean Hyung: l-o-l hi
: OHAIYO !!!

6 May 09, 14:58
Joan: yea i hate ns too.. they snatch my shishi away from me.
: NSUCK!!!!! hao nao brown cow ;(

6 May 09, 11:30
Yingying: eeeeeeeee ,vomit. tsktsk
: Eh. Act like you never vomit before tsk tsk.

4 May 09, 21:15
eric: i'm clean now! i've taken a shower 40mins ago heh
: huh.

4 May 09, 15:58
Jean Hyung: YOZZIES. I WANNA HOOK UP WITH YOU LOL
: HAPPY BDAY TO ROCK HAPPY BDAY TO ROCK HAPPY BDAY TO ROCKKIIIEEEE HAPPY BDAY TO ROCK!!!! *zi high*

4 May 09, 15:02
Angel: go out tgt again w denise ; jacq they all sooon ! okokok ? fri wanna go boat quay w us ?
4 May 09, 15:02
Angel: wad's ur msn yo ! tag my blog and i will add you ok. u nv tag me HAHA ! i missssss you too !
: WHEN WANT TO MEET HUH HUH HUH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /WRIST. I AM SHO DEPRESSED. Miss your ahlian bin.

Finally done~ Not that bad. Woah I didnt know I've been so back dated. This week passed quite fast. Lol. Guess what? I've been late for school almost everyday this week. I think monday wasnt late just because we tonned at Kathy's. -.- Shit I need time management. Don't want to be downgraded anymoar roar.

And I received the attendance letter. So lame. And there's this warning email just because we didnt declare our temperature at some time. Walau lame.

At least something to make me look forward to school

Jamie who loves piercings, Madeleine who loves "cuteboyz"(read on), Sihui who loves hello kitty.

Naresh the hot abusice one. Chibae he literally touched me all over and even left some marks. HAHA I'll talk about this some other time. No time for him heh.

Oh yeah, it's Iqbal's bday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE! Celebration on Monday for Daxin also, omg so eggciting! JAMIE PLOX BRING YOUR CAM AND UPLOAD PHOTOS FAST FAST hehe I wonder what to wear on Monday lah omg I'm such a bimbo HAHA.

1st Mission: TO ASK FOR HIS NAME.

The whole class is pushing me to him, it's so unfair, I'm not the only one OR even the first one to notice him YOU ALL SUCK not fair now everyone thinks I'm a boy suckerrrrr eeeeyer IDIOTS. And he's cute, NOT HOT. Get your definition right lah J! And he keeps looking in surely is to see your face man. Or maybe your bull piercing attracted him, me = sad x 10000000.

HAHA it's like 2.37am and I'm talking about the cute guy in my level, am I nuts.
By the way me no likey his shoes.
FYI, four classmates of mine are alr ~_~ with him. + we noticed him on different dates and somehow kept it to ourselves until one fine day we talked about seeing a cute guy from the next door class and finally realised we're talking about the same guy!! WOW RIGHT. And yet I am the only one who got the part whereby he walks past and everyone goes

" MAD MAD HE'S OUTSIDE MAD MAD HE'S LOOKING IN MAD MAD HE'S THERE!!!!"

F u c k y o u a l l HAHA lovelove la thanks for the notifications ah tsktsk! LATER HIS EGO BOOST HOW. Hate it when guy's pride get the better of themselves. EHHHH JAMIE FASTER GO ASK FOR HIS NUMBAR.

MY LIPZ LIKE SUGARRRRR.
SLPX.SLPZ.SLEPT.

guys are such a waste of time.

2009-05-18T06:18:00.001+08:00

HEEEEEEELLLLLOOOOOOOOOO!!!! ALOHA! OLA! MUSHI MUSHI!!!

So like I couldnt sleep.... And it was so boring at home with those pangseh dogs who left me for sleep. Like AK and Dessy and JEAN and JO. Assholez.......

So I went to find ah meow!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

At like 3:30am. And the uncle like cheated my money. But she said its reasonable... W/E.

I ate cup noodles just now. X_X

And CAMING with some cute guy... who is apparently single but unavailable because...

bu neng shuo de mi mi ;)

Kathy says:

caming now

what you doing?

Maddielyn! says:

CAMING??

WHAT IS CAMING?!?!??
Kathy says:

webcam

Maddielyn! says:

oeh

orh

i thought past tense for cuming sia!

Kathy says:

LOL

Yeah, that's us camwhoring in the middle of the night, LOL.

Okay I'll reply tags asap. Maybe when I get to school later. Today's math... I HATE MATH!!!!

K someone's lovesick now.

Not me hor.

Someone........................

over the rainbow~~~

BAI!

Who'd have known?

2009-05-14T20:35:00.000+08:00

You put your arm around my shoulder. It was as if the room got colder, so we moved closer in together and started talking about the weather. You said tomorrow would be fun, we can watch 'A Place In The Sun'. I didn't know where this was going.
When you kissed me.

Told your friends and they all know that we exist but we're taking it slow.

Now let's just see how we go.

Let's see how we go.

Early night tonight.

Back for good for bad for you

2009-05-13T09:56:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK.
YES, NEW SONGS NEW PLAYLIST!!!! :)

AYE KAY!

I really don't know why seb luv to act shy heh.

It's break time now. I can't be fucked to go down. Everyone's out... Except for four others. Classroom is very empty........ I don't really know why......... I feel so moody today.

1) I shouldn't have come school today.

- I was late, got deducted -.-

- Mates I could click with most never come. I have no one to talk to.

- Realised how to log into LEO. Shit now no excuse for not doing homework last night.

2) Saw you and your girlfriend.

- Happy for you

- Sad for my greatest lost

- Confused

- I should move on just like how you do

- Wtf I have a boyfriend too

- So tell me why do I still miss you?

3) Tired and shagged

- First I'm too lazy to put contacts to school

- Then I'm too lazy to plan what to wear anymore

- Now I'm too lazy to even put concealor around my eyes

I don't want to end up a huang lian po man.. :'<

The day when Seoster was having a nice bone in him.
Somehow, it's not a boner.... LOL.

I guess I'm not the only one who's gna anticipate for the day when army guys get their pay cus it seems they'll be super sweet and generous.... ha ha.

DO YOU REMEMBER THE STALKER WHO SENT ME BUBBLEGUMS?!!?!

HE'S BACK. SMOKIN'!

:OOOO

Stalker sia =.= He still rmbs where I live -.-

Gave me creeps AND smiles HAHA.

THANKS SEOSEO. and dude you still owe me like 4 more? AHAHHA.

BEN AND JERRYS!!!! Bagus man.

Thanks to Seoster again :D!

Random photo
Junk food eaten within half an hour in class haha!!

Luv my two best friends. :)

He is shy whenever he take photos with me. But with other girls he can siao siao. WALAU!

I was late for 4 hrs for the date with Sebastian and so he bought me this piggy -_-

HAHA THIS IS DAMN RETARDED AND CANDID I JUST FOUND IT IN MY LAPPY HAHAHAHA

Damn! :>

I just thought of a new nickname for my boyfriend and that would be Sebest HAHA.

Okay this post is typed from 11:30 till now which is 3:30. Because we had to do PPT work and presentations and my classmates kept making me laugh and distracting me... AND IT'S END OF SCHOOL RLING RLING ALREADY!!! But have to stay back for Mock UT!!! :<

Shall go do homework nao while waiting for 4pm to come! RAWR baibai! :)

I try to say goodbye and I choke.

Sometimes I can't help but wonder where this is going.

I'm back with a new playlist :)

2009-05-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

HI! My blog is rotten already.
Lose a heavy number of readers, even personal friends, but it's okay.
Shall this be my "private blog" lol

I'm back.... Hopefully with more posts. Wow. Never have I imagined myself to not blog for even 5 days. Or even stepping into my own blog for that long. Now I haven't been visiting for 9 days, abit scary right I KNOW LAH SHUT UP.

It took me almost an hour to get the new playlist done.
If you noticed, my first playlist is named "MADDHS" with all sorts of songs.
Second was "MADDIE'S GRIND" with all the rnb and dance ones.
Now it's " :'> " simply for songs that I'm feeling with and have been listening to.
It's little, I can't be fucked to insert more for now.

Oya, I couldn't log into RP LEO just now. So I did not attempt the homework given. :) / :( ? Have to go to IT helpdesk tmrw to get my password renewed. MAFAN LEH. But I guess I can be late tomorrow..... he he he. And meow is pouncing on this chance. Maybe we can have breakfast before that ... ;) LOL

I'll blog again soon. Solid stuffs. For now, it's zzzzzzzzzz kunning time!!!

You said you cherished freedom, so you refused to let it go

Love and hate never fail to seize the day, so don't give yourself away

My skin is still burning from your touch, I just can't get enough

I said I wouldn't ask for much, but your eyes are dangerous.

I want nobody nobody but you! :D

2009-05-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

Okay although it looks super disgusting and disorientated.... I swear it's nice to eat okay!!!!! It's my cupcakes I baked for Pris on her birthday. My first time virgin baking first time spending so much time in the kitchen...............

EFFORTS, GONE.

:(
The whole process of photos will be in FB soon. If you don't believe I baked it you can check it out there. Soon, not now honey.
Too depressing. Let's move on............

Hi. Me = lack of sleep. :(

I have many photos to upload into fb... After uploading the photos to my comp, I realised something.... One photo, if I upload in fb or anywhere sure kena fuck by AK. HA HA HA. But I'm still gna upload it :)

HAO WAS YEUR LONG HOR LI DAYS??

Lol. Mine kinda sucked at the starting. Ytd was quite fun except for....*bu neng shuo de mi mi* I can't forget it, I don't know why. It's annoying me and my stupidfied brain -.-

Met Sebastian finally, heh. As usual, walked aimlessly around Bugis -.- Met Alzena & AK at night :D Seb left for drinking with his friends and we went to See Sha. Who is Sha? I don't tell you :P LOL kay kidding. Sheesha say sheesha lah dood. Thanks to Alzena's plans, we managed to get great entertainment through the night. Great entertainment comes from great friends, Aiseh. Lol!!! And walau someone "can't recognise me" SIALZSX. Still kehsiao ask me whether I like roses. -,-

Sry I abit high *bangs my head*

Us walking after sheeeeeeshaaaaaa.
AlzenaAkMichelleYongyuanDessyFabian.

As I was saying.... Sheesha.. Night too young, we went to PartyWorldKTV at Chinatown. They singgg, I rot... 2+am, Seb came down after drinking :D Night was too young again, we went to tabao food for the hungry king at Geylang and then to meet ANGELA LOW! 2 weeks neh see her alr, missmiss. We both shared 1/4 remainder of absolutvodka raspberry, & to alot of people's dismay, the whole bottle is gone already. It's okay next week we'll find our ways yesssss. :)

Partyworld~ Yongyuan and Desmond

Sadly.... I have to say I'm a bad drinker :( Walao that fucking Seb told me about the 10 seconds thing and I went to do it like one idiot. Don't know how to explain here lah. And really within 10 seconds I can't even walk properly? =.,= ! And I fucking go around kissing people, thats what I heard at least. -.- Really have to thank Seb for being there, following me around whenever I wander off (i like doing that whenever i'm seh) and without him I don't even know how to leave Aljunied.

Stayed over at Sebbie's because I reeked of alcohol and we werent sure if I can handle myself at home. Which true enough and thankfully I didnt go home if not I might end up puking on my mum's face. EPIC MOMENT COMES. -.- I lie on the bed, he went out, I vomit on the floor. He came back and brought me to the toilet, and sat down beside me waiting for me to vomit. I was like, omg so unglam better don't vomit!!!! But I vomitted 2 times. -.- And Seb kept feeding me hot water all this while.

We went back to the bedroom and I lied down. 5 4 3 2 1 , I vomit on the floor again. OMG. This time its WHITE. LIQUID. TRANSPARENT. LOL I guess because my system ejected the hot water. AND that fucker insists in feeding me hot water again. Fine, it helps, it helps. His ahma came and gave me this small bucket. In which I vomitted twice into it again.

SO TOTAL? 6 TIMES. My very own record. Vomit 6 times in different places and within half an hr. -.- *claps* whoa that feeling.... I was staring at the ceiling and it was spining my head right round right round and I kinda made a note to myself that "I AM NOT GOING TO DRINK ANYMORE."

But we all know how note to selfs tend to turn out, right? ;)

Anyway that sweet boy gave me his bed while he slept on the floor and not the sofa in the living room cus he wanted to make sure I'm fine. And when we woke up in the morning he was still his usual Sebastian self, showing no turn off-ed by me signs. awwww baby. can't believe you see me through these unglam moments and yet can still like me the way you used to. Wtf lah.... you dha best (Y)

I guess I didn't make the wrong choice after all ;) Someone loving and caring and likes me for me no matter how unglam I am and doesnt take advantage of me even when I'm in my highest point.... what more can I ask for? :D huh huh huh. so please stop thinking things and being sensitive Sebastian anggggggg! Roar. OKAY? :)

Used the laptop, changed (he wore Tshirt and Jeans to TAMP while I wore his Tshirt which is more like a dress-.- Looks more like I'm the one who stays at TAMP -.- fuck i only realised it when we got out of house -.-), lunch at Swensens, aimless walking in Best Denki, QB to shave his hair..and time for home sweet home. :) I missed my beddddd.

Sry my boyfriend likes to act shy.

Aw. NS is snatching my man away again. Pfffffffffft.

WEEKENDS FASTER COME AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HATE SCHOOL. HATE NS.
LOVE MATES. LOVE FRIENDS.

SADJ(:

2009-05-02T13:26:00.001+08:00

PEEPS! PLEASE DO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. DON'T GET SICK. IF YOU'RE SICK, PLEASE STAY AT HOME AND RECOVER. THE SWINE FLU IS GETTING REALLY DANGEROUS, YOU WON'T WANNA GET IT. I HEARD TO KENA SWINE FLU, IT'S GONNA BE AS EASY AS MERELY TALKING TO SOMEONE WHO IS INFECTED (AND DON'T KNOW THAT HE/SHE IS INFECTED).
SO IF YOU ARE CURRENTLY SICK, FORGET ABOUT ALL YOUR PLANS, SEE A DOCTOR, EAT YOUR MEDICINE AND REST WELL. THERE ARE NO EARLY SYMTOMS FOR SWINE FLU, SO IF YOU DON'T WANNA SEE THE DOCTOR, IT'S YOUR OWN LOSS.
PLEASE, Jean, Nicole, WangZhen, Kathy, Si Hui, Limin, Ken, Steph... and whoever who is sick + EVERYONE ELSE, REST WELL <3

i wanna love you, you alrdy know

2009-05-02T01:13:00.000+08:00

why does everyone want to find fight with me today?
:'(

i'm such a bad gf.
:'(

& you're pressurizing me. first time i felt like this.
:'(

i said i'll change.
give me time.
"give u time, guess it'll take forever."

......
first time someone answer me like that.
am i that hopeless?????

it's my fault i'm born like this
it's my fault to be so vulnerable
it's my fault to not trust in love as much anymore.

fuck lah. nbnbnbnbnbnnbbnnbnb ccb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fucking pekchekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUU >:(

last but not least i did not mean what i said just now im sorry you've been giving in to me alot you've been so very sweet i just wanna say i'm really sorry and i guess something changed between us i don't know what but we're not talking anymore and you're not being your usual self and it might take very long for me to change to be a better girlfriend in the future but i'll try and please don't be so sensitive again and please pls plz plx don't get drunk tonight sebastian anggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

nadarling, i was mad but i won't be because i know you mean well. still your words hurt me.

move along move along like I know you do

2009-05-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.

it almost killed me to know how childish my classmates' thinking is.

can you believe this, almost everyone in class thinks Maurice and I has smth to do with each other. Never failed to have people asking me "eh.. you and him.. got something is it?? tell me lah i wont tell people" kinda crap. And people giving the moving eyebrows cheeky face and thumbs up. Huh?????? Wtf?????????

Everytime I enter the classroom with him never fail to see people smiling and clearing their throats and talk among themselves. EH HELLO CLASSROOM IS AIR-CONDITIONED YOU WHISPER ALSO CAN HEAR ABIT LAH.
"Madeleine and Marice......"
Get a fucking life.

Yes we do go breaks together
Yes we do chat during class on MSN although we're like what, less than 50 cm from each other
Yes we do webcam even if we're just beside or opposite each other
Yes we do laugh at our laptops because of what we said to each other
Yes we do cover up our conversation when you're near because YOU KNOW, CONFIDENTIAL STUFFS?!?!?!?!

It's not our fault we can click
It's not our fault we feel bored in class and need some entertainment
It's not our fault that you all are so close-minded you all might actually puke after seeing what we've been talking about (really dirty stuffs, that is)
It's not our fault we gossip about others and we can't show you

Besides, we frigging have our other personal targets in class!! Just giving each other moral support and sharing tips and gossiping and sharing how we feel..

NOW, YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?????

Jealous huh??

Yes I shouldnt even care what others think about. But after 4 days of such crap, forget it man. I'm forced to drift from him.

But still, some of my classmates are nice and sweet. :) :) :)

***

TODAY'S PH SUCKS. SO BORING. minus meeting princess dia. LOL.

sigh yet another conflict with sebastian again. -.- we might just end up killing each other when we get together. -.-

LAST BUT NOT LEAST....

Angela's orgasmic face. gian song sial this girl!

baby its a love story just say yes? :/

2009-04-30T00:25:00.000+08:00

Hi, introducing Maurice my part time smking khaki full time talk cock partner in class.

Even though we're in the same team, just beside each other, we used msn to talk cock -,-
Mainly because it appears like we're doing work, we can talk cock say secrets, and talk dirty so as not to pollute the minds of our other INNOCENT HOLY team members.... *yawns*

Like today he was beside me and yawned really big. I looked at him and said "EH. CAN SUCK COCK SIA YOU!!"
Shella overheard and was like "WHAT DID YOU SAY MADELEINE?!?!?!????!?!"
Oops sorry girl. I should be more dignified yes. Yes.
Yawns again.

FRIDAY

✿Geneveare- "Two Shadows In The Dark, Slowly Drifting Apart." says:
u know the ring?

✿Geneveare- "Two Shadows In The Dark, Slowly Drifting Apart." says:
the ghost crawl down the stairs?

Maddielyn. A HINT OF LOVE A BIT OF FEAR says:
huh. i only know the tv one.

Maddielyn. A HINT OF LOVE A BIT OF FEAR says:
LOL.

✿Geneveare- "Two Shadows In The Dark, Slowly Drifting Apart." says:
nub

✿Geneveare- "Two Shadows In The Dark, Slowly Drifting Apart." says:
cause ur glasses look like tv ar?

Maddielyn. A HINT OF LOVE A BIT OF FEAR says:
FUCK YOU

Maddielyn. A HINT OF LOVE A BIT OF FEAR says:
_I_

***

MONDAY

✿Geneveare- We're Making Something Beautiful says:
i felt bad for insulting your glasses so im wearing mine today

✿Geneveare- We're Making Something Beautiful says:
lol

Maddielyn. says:
...

Maddielyn. says:
as if.

✿Geneveare- We're Making Something Beautiful says:
what

✿Geneveare- We're Making Something Beautiful says:
really la..

✿Geneveare- We're Making Something Beautiful says:
):

Maddielyn. says:
asifff lorrrrr.

Maddielyn. says:
lol.

Maddielyn. says:
you look better in specs

Maddielyn. says:
hide some of your pimples.

✿Geneveare- We're Making Something Beautiful says:
thank you for reminding me

**TAGS REPLY**
Sorry for not replying ASAP, as you can see even my blog posts are getting lesser and shorter...... One solution is... Remove tagboard. But might go back to Xanga. heh. See how. ^^ Luv luv, PEACE! V^^V

28 Apr 09, 15:52
Jean Hyung: HELL YES. I HATE NS TOO
- YEAH MAN!!! TO HELL WITH NS :( Sighhhhhh, dilemma. However you spell that. Cya soon, hopefully tmr! YEAH YEAH ^^

28 Apr 09, 03:40
Bangbang: I miss you.
- BANG! I MISS YOU AND YOUR CRAPS ALOT! Meet up soon blackiebang! Take care ok! :)

27 Apr 09, 20:34
eric: i'm not retarded okay!
- Oh. You're right. Your retarded look in that picture IS ACTUALLY your normal face!!!

27 Apr 09, 18:23
rp: are you enjoying here in rp?
- ?? hai hao?

27 Apr 09, 11:30
Nicole: Miss you. Xoxo.
- MISS YOU SO MUCH. AND YOU DON'T EVEN TALK TO ME MUCH ON MSN. :( LOVE YOU. And please take care and study hard! Don't fall sick again!

27 Apr 09, 09:09
Damian: Takecare!
- THANKS, you too dude! Meet up for makan soon :D

25 Apr 09, 22:56
Angel: HELLO ! HAHA! knw who i am anot ! ! next time we can smoke tgt
- How can I not know who are you man?! *shy face* HAHA. YEAH. I thought you quit smoking alr siallllszx.

25 Apr 09, 17:29
sky: y u nv get caught? wasted man...
- Shut up lah. you sky I earth can? LOL. We havent been talking much these days dude!! AWW.

25 Apr 09, 11:57
eric: lmao her lungs CANNOT MAKE IT liao man! climb 7 floors only can die =X
- KB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CLIMBED 8 STORIES OK. FROM BASEMENT1 !!!!!!!! PLUS THE FLIGHT OF STAIRS HAS MANY STEPS AND SIBEI STEEP OK. NB.

25 Apr 09, 11:22
JACQ: smoke smoke smoke . burn your lungs la KB
- sheesha sheesha sheesha . burn MORE of your lungs la KB

24 Apr 09, 23:06
eric: you are making me more depressed whenever i call you -_-
- my affection towards you will never change. ever.

24 Apr 09, 20:07
JINGYI: Maddhsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
- JY. YOU. DAOSTER. I SAID HI TO YOU JUST NOW YOU DINT EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK AT ME FOR3 SECONDS!!!! :(

This is Hidayu!! A really nice and sweet girl! We can't really click but still she's nice. Blur at times. Loves Mcfly. Danny Jones or something. Muslim girl. Virgin in every thing. (NOT EVEN HOLDING HANDS LEH!) But I touched her alot of times alr *cheeky smile*

LAST BUT NOT LEAST.

For the fatty faci Chye Chin who kept delaying our break time and dismissal.

sterotyping

2009-04-27T15:56:00.000+08:00

sigh gna be emofuckid tmr.
hate ns so so so much. for the country. for the country.

AND. i fucking hate it when plans crashed. now i'm in a lost.
ig open house tmr. what should i join. should i even attend?
heard alot of horror stories from hiphop. i no balls, sighz.
ah damn it.

yes i dlted previous post. no meaning lah that post.

are you even going to come back to fight for sg next time seb? pfffft.

Here's my promise made tonight, you can count on me for life :D

2009-04-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fab. Today was fab. I wish everyday is like that. I'm not greedy..
Just remain like this.

I was in all smiles yesterday. Saying that I had super big genuine smiles can't even justify how happy I was indeed.

Why?

Because I spent time with two of my best-bester-bestest-in-the-whole-wide-world friends.
The two who are always there for me, hear my complains and hear me bitch, see me cry and offer me a shoulder, making my day and night.
<3>

Eric Seo, Madeleine Low, Priscilla Lim.
We were all SOOOO fucking happy that we look so retarded. Serious!!

And today was fab because I got to spend some quality time with Sebastian, finally! & had a really nice dinner with momsie.

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say(After eating,tsktsk)
To hear you stumble when you speak(you suck at debating with me!)
& even when you're (acting) mad because you lost a game(TO ME :D),
That's when I really really like you no matter what.
:)

School's up tomorrow! Reply tags soon! Take care everyone, drink more water! The weather is not good these days. And LP, GET WELL AND TALK COCK WITH ME SOON PLS~

I wanna make up right now

2009-04-25T14:58:00.000+08:00
Poly life where got fun.. I miss secondary school life and friends lahhhh.

The giving birth exercise.

Class was boring.

THE WEEKENDS' HERE BABY!!!

Finally.. One day to rest. I have Kot training tomorrow, have to wake up early again ):

I've been pretty lazy, busy, tired to blog lately. I have nothing much to blog about considering the heart wrenching stuffs I've been going through lately (LOL cock) but I just remembered about something to blog about! Someone even encouraged me to blog about it, LOL.

So it happened yesterday before school. Was behind Woodlands MRT sitting on the ledge of the bush-plant thing eating and smoking. I was too lazy to throw my butt at the dustbin so I just "extinguish" it at the soil behind me. Then walk to school... Walk walk walk... Suddenly aosh stopped and turned behind, so I follow suit. This guy showed us his pass, from HSA. So it goes like that..

HSA: I am from HSA (or smth like that)
Me, AOSH: Huh.... What.....?
HSA(to me) : Just now you smoke finish where you throw?
Me : Uhhhhhhhh, dustbin la!
HSA: Are you sure?
Me : Yea..?
HSA: I saw you throw on the floor just now you know.
Me : WHAT?! NO WAY.
HSA: You very sure you never throw on the floor?
Me : Yes!!!!
HSA : But but just now I didn't see you walk to the dustbin you know? Okay lah you tell me when did you go to the dustbin?
Me : JUST NOW AFTER SMOKING LAH?!
HSA : I am very sure you threw it on the floor you know. Never mind, come with me I bring you go and see.
Me : Okay lor.
*walks a few steps*
HSA : Are you very sure you throw into the dustbin and not the floor?
Me : YES!! (turns to aosh) EH just now I never throw on the floor right?!
Aosh : No..
HSA : But just now I saw you throw on the floor and step it you know!
Me : WHAT THE HELL???? NO WAY!!!
*stop walking*
Me : I am damn sure I never throw on the floor and step on it ok!!
HSA : Okay since you say you're so sure you never throw on the floor....
Me : I REALLY NEVER LAH
HSA : Okay I'll give you chance this time
Me : Okay but I soompa I really really never throw on the floor lah
HSA: Okay you may go now
Aosh : Wah you don't look like HSA leh.

LOL, indeed he look damn toot. Irritating lah!!!! I REALLY NEVER EVEN THROW ON THE FLOOR AND EVEN WENT TO STEP ON IT YOU COME AND TELL ME THIS NONSENSE. Fucking ridiculous.

It's your own fault for not STARING at us closely. Then only realised when we left and then try your luck to chase after us and interrogate me hoping you'll hit the bullseye when I admit that I threw on the floor. Too bad I didnt. I threw on the soil. Idiot.
But really lucky he didnt ask for IC, if not waaaaah sure good game.

I'm so unlucky. First day of school kena warning by RP officers. Haven't even reached the last hours of school kena this type of crap thing by HSA. I need to quit smoking asap.

Which reminds me...

I FOUND YET ANOTHER SMOKING KHAKI IN MY CLASS!!!!!!
*THROWS CONFETTI IN AIR*
Happy. Esspecially when my first found smoking khaki, Kathy, haven't been coming to school.

I think this was taken on Tuesday, or wednesday.

Maurice, aka new found smoking khaki!, *forgot the name of the girl behind me, SHOULD be Ida*, Shella and Hidayu. Hidayu's really sweet and nice :)

By the way if you're finding of a way to shoot me by saying I do have friends in RP, this is just 1/5 of my classmates and we have to work as a team everyday(change teams everyday too) and this particular photo taking is actually for our PPT. In actual fact, me hab no flens (:)

And just when I thought I'm giving in to the mission by making friends with Maurice because I can totally be myself infront of him and we're always talking cock, we kinda had a conflict last night. Lol, gg no flens no flens.

Sheesha later! 8-)

tonight i'll prove him wrong
tonight he'll prove me right
i'm taking just one more night
i dont wanna delay how i feel

wallow in my own pity

2009-04-22T21:46:00.000+08:00
I'm not in the best state of mind I'm not in the best of mood now. I don't know how long this feeling will linger on but just saying... so please... understand

It'll soon be gone
Like how it used to
MIXED

故作軟弱.撒嬌害羞.只是有一點彆扭..

2009-04-21T18:36:00.000+08:00
School again today. It's only the second day and I'm already feeling damn tired... Getting into the MRT by 7.15AM is not early enough, wtf.. Reached school at 8.25 and there was a long queue for the lifts. Bth, don't wanna be late so we took the stairs. Poor me, 7th FLOOR OKAY?! THE HIGHEST ONE!! (8th floor for staff) Fucking hell... Those who are in lvl 2/3/4 please siam and dont snatch lift from us thank you. Anyway, rushed up the stairs like dog, opened the door of the wrong classroom-.- While opening slowly I was reading the classroom label and realised it's not my class so I quickly closed and ran away -.-

Today changed team, I feel soooo much better with today's team... Pls don't change, pls pls pls.

I've got news! Bad news and good news! Maybe more on the good news! :D

Good news: I found a smoking khaki in class!!!!! YAY. Fucking high lah.
Bad news: We have to walk sibei far just to smoke... -.-" More than 10metres.
Good news: Since we have to walk so far, we might as well try to quit smoking.. The distance alone can turn us off, + the fucking humid weather, sigh!!
Good news: But then again, can help us lose weight!! Going to RP = CUT FATS! Walk to school, burn fats. Break time, queues fucking long, you get frustrated and end up don't wanna eat. Walk out to smoke, burn fats. Come back to school, burn fats. End school, walk to MRT, burn more fats (weather fucking hot, sweat alot, burn burn burn!!!!)
Good news: Homework super easy today!! I'm only left with RJ and evaluation!! I LYK MY GROUP I'M GNA EVALUATE THEM SUPER BAGUS TODAY! :)

HO HO HO. Must be a haven for fat people huh.

So anyway I came up with a solution. Shall cut down on smoking!! Since there's like two/three breaks, I'll only go on the longest one, 1115-130.

~~~~~~TAG REPLIES~~~~~~

Celestine: HI LOWWWW. Long time no see! How's your first day of school?
- HI CHEOW. I KNOW YOU MISS ME. Hmm read my blog post to find out hows first day ): HOW ARE YOU DOING!

20 Apr 09, 18:59eric: heh... even though the fire station is only 5mins away.. but ITS MADELEINE WE'RE TALKING ABOUT!
- fucking cockster.

20 Apr 09, 08:45
JINGYI: maddieeeee!
- :O IT'S JINGYI!!! HI HI *WAVES*

20 Apr 09, 00:15
JACQ: HAHA ERIC NICE ONE LOL
- So now you also have a problem with me har?? I'll never cook for you if I master it man! Which I will by the way.

19 Apr 09, 21:20
Jean Hyung: <3<3<3
- LUVLUVLUV (:

19 Apr 09, 19:14
eric: you can't cook for me you'll burn my house down damnit.
- PUSH ME AND THEN JUST TOUCH ME TILL I CAN GET MY SATISFACTION ~~

19 Apr 09, 14:42
Elliot: I DREAD POLY TOO!! LETS US BOTH BE DROPOUTS K!!
- LOL. Nyp is alright I guess. CHIA YOUSZXS. Made any new flens alrdy??

***
Anyway, some outdated photos. Updating them for the sake of updating them.

I need to tan. I am damn yellow. Damian was right. ):

HA HA HA THIS IS DAMN RETARDED!!!

This was taken when I was kinda seh during drinking session. I just went and sat on purply on her hips HA HA :P

DRINKING SOON SOON SOON PLSZXS after I burn my tummy fats. Fast fast one. Which reminds me.... Where is RP's gym?! Guess I need to find a gyming khaki soon.

***

PS: SPOTTED A CUTE LECTURER NEXT CLASS. SIGH. THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE HUH! NABEH.

PPS: Today we had to introduce ourselves again. Was msning with Krav before my turn and...
Kraven says:
You say i am madeleine, i don't sell madeleine's eggtart though but i love to eat and i ain't a malay i speak chinese
LOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOL.

I ended up telling people I have a weird fetish for people with braces.
No one even smiled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.
.
.
.
.

Because no one in my class has braces.

:(

First day of school was good.

2009-04-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

WOW. FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. WOOHOO! IT WAS GREAT I TELL YOU! UBER FUN! I LOVE POLY LIFE, I LOVE RP, I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY CAMPUS NOT FORGETTING MY CLASS!!! W47N ROCKS! \M/

What a fake shit I am.
-_-
Before I start ranting I have news! Tralala.

GOOD NEWS: Remember my mission to not have any friends in poly? IT'S WORKING. I really have no friends. [:]
BAD NEWS: I'm back to sin. Be it smoking or eating alot. STUDYING/SCHOOL REALLY MAKES ME HUNGRY. AND AFTER EATING TILL FULLFULL REALLY MAKES ME SMOKE.

)))))))))))): SAVE ME.

First day started out as early as 6.10.. Breadtalk is luv. Eat and slack and off we go to school. Was late but who cares right, there's so many other people downstairs still making their way in... NOT. Our grades will get deducted if we're late for school next time. Like, 8.31 also cannot. -_-

Okay so.. Found my class, went in akwardly and took a sit. I couldn't lower that damn chair lah fuck and the girl opposite me refused to help me(okay actually she couldnt hear what i was trying to say). Finaly figured out after 5 minutes of sitting on a high chair. -_-

Then we had to introduce ourselves. Name, Secondary school, Where you stay, Age, Course, Fact, Interest.... My last line of introduction was "AND! I am CHINESE." and received laughs. -.- I don't know whats so funny.... The way I put it maybe.

Then it was GROUP WORK! Yay -.- I was pretty damned sure I'm allocated to group 2 but I walked over to group 1's table instead. Luckily I found out and went over to the correct table BUT! BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT. BUUUUUUUUUTTTTTT!!!! There are like, only 5 chairs around the table. By the time I went over to the table, all seats were taken up, which means that group is full. I stood there and gave a "HUH?! WHAT THE...??" look and admist the confusion everyone around me have already settle down, so I quickly ran to another table (Group 4) with the empty seat and sat down. At first very good, everyone smiling at me. Then after like 1 minute upon placing my butt on the chair, this guy from the previous table suddenly hyped up and realised he's allocated to group 4 instead of 2. WHAT THE HELL LAH DUDE. -.- So we changed places..... My group was fine... Friendly people, I guess.

Next was Break. Fucking hell. Break was supposed to be 1115-130. Facilator let us off at 12. What the hell lah. And my group is supposed to come back at 1245 to discuss about our presentation. Uhhhhh.... pffft. Went down to foodcourt.. QUEUES DAMN LONG. Participated in the shortest queue, Indonesian food. Quite nice. After eating, went to smk with Mandy opposite the school near the zebra crossing.. Halfway through it, this random guy told us to move to the back if not sure kena summon. We went up to the playgrd and you know what I saw? MANY PEOPLE AT THE CARPARK/NEXT BLOCK/COFFEE SHOP. Whoa.... I feel so suakoo! We were damn lazy to walk till so far so we just stayed under the block and continued our adventure-.- Next thing you know, RP's discipline officers coming and "screen" us. Except they don't need to screen lah, we have cigs in our hands. -____- Recorded down our particulars and received merely a warning slip. They're actually nice, at least they didn't stop me from smoking while jotting down my particulars and briefed us about where can smoke and where cannot. On the way back to school received attitude from people -.- I didn't even do anything wrong fuckeroos. -.- OK LOR. NEHMINDZ.

AND I THOUGHT I LOST MY WALLET BUT IT'S WITH ALZ LAH! Dumbdumbme.

Thus went to class late..... I felt so useless in my team.. OMG LOW SELF ESTEEM. (see I learnt something today ok!) And I think this guy from my team smelt my smk smell and like... dislike me alrdy. Nehmind, he even tried to like avoid being close to me. Walau, thats why I don't like the smell. Sighzxsz. Touched up on the powerpoint(they did it, kudos) and presented... And I felt like a klutz in IT. Faci was like "page down. Page up. Click F5. Click this" -.- Bimbo much.

DISMISSAL. Was supposed to be 330 but Faci dragged AGAIN till 4. Pfffft!!!! After school weather not good. Cranky and sweaty, I hate it.

K the reason for this lengthy rant post is for future reference. Next time when I'm in Year3, and happen to read this I'll think.... Am I still an idiot? Do I still dislike poly? HAHA.

OKAY SHITLOADS OF HOMEWORK LAH. BYE.
Okay something to update about.
This was back during last week, first day or orientation.
Shits we have to do, sigh.

i love alcohol.

2009-04-19T13:19:00.000+08:00
I don't know if I should be touched or pissed.

Okay I should say that was probably the first time someone did that for me. I totally appreciate it, everything you did... And all was gone within like what, 2 minutes? Yes, I'm in the fault but you know... I really don't want people to tie me down and ask me to calm down and talk cock. I know what I'm doing, I won't jump down.. at least cus I've not reached that stage.

I'm utterly sorry for yelling at you(altho I really can't remember I did that), and chasing you away even though you came all the way down already. I don't know what else to do, I was so fucking unglam. Your first few words were "why are you here, without your slippers somemore?!" so you see, how am I supposed to sit down and go through a normal conversation with you? When I went back up, I kept thinking... It's damn unfair for you.. You came down just to check that I'm okay and safe but all I did was to fuck it up. So I went back down... but you're not there anymore. I have to say, I was pretty pissed with myself and dissapointed in you... Why'd you have to leave so fast, man?

And stop putting words in my mouth. I didnt say you shouldnt do this STUPID thing. For this, I'm kinda pissed. I don't see what I did wrong. You drink, I also can drink. Just that this is the first time i felt so damn damn seh. But yet, you're chiding me.. Telling me to better take care of myself and that I'm gna be an adult alr, must know how to think. IT'S ONLY DRINKING. Not as if I take drugs, or sniff glue and gna commit suicide and begged you to come down to save me from this misery... I really don't see what's wrong with me being seh. I'm only seh, not drunk. Although everything I see is turning round and round, I still know what I'm doing and where I'm going. How else do you think I can ride that bicycle ard?! I have sober friends with me, but I'm not going to assure that I don't need you... Infact come to think of it, you play an important role in my life. You're just like a perfect boyfriend, only better but lesser than that. Someone once told me, guys are total jerks, there is none I can trust. But after a quick thought, you're the one and only guy I can really really trust. That night at St.James, I called you and only you for help because I know you're dependable and I can totally trust you. But too bad, you off-ed your phone. Actually the reason why I told you I want to meet you after drinking before we went out of house was because I was afraid I'm too seh and I don't know if I can trust meeting Sebastian. Still got alot of things but... All these I never told you becus... Ahhhh I don't know what to say alr lah.

All I wanna say is, thanks for taking care of me, helping me, being there for me. I'll never forget you or ever wanna leave you.... LOL.
Love you Ericssssseooooooooooobazhanggggg. (L)

**

Anyway ytd's drinking session was nice. Wanna soz and thx Jean&Nicole. I vomitted and it got to Jean's slippers and I cried and almost drowned Nicole's sleeve, l m a o. Guess what, they were the ones not feeling good but ended up I'm the one who vomitted instead of them. zai. -.-

And in the midst of being so seh and cooling down I still had the mood to take pictures even though I toh-ed on the ground alrdy -.- I forgotten all about my camwhored pictures.

Carpark nice to lie got many stars but everything is turning round and round....

And wtf is it with people talking behind my back. Dude don't act like you know me very well when the actual fact is the last time we saw each other was 2 fucking years ago. Omg....... You're gna be 21 man for goodness shit stop bitching ard like a teenage girl! Wtfwtfwtf.

proveittome&i'llproveittoyou.

lets all do a broken english campaign.

2009-04-18T02:08:00.000+08:00
stress lah dont kb lah.motherfucking hell lack of sleep this week.pimples outbreak sial nahbeh.dark rings like panda.money tight like my cb hole.problems adding on to problems.give me a break man.school starting soon.this batch gna study like dog.i can see RP gna lower their aggregate very soon trust me.getting stricter by day.i think if all those sec1-3 don't study hard prepare to go ITE no more RP route.who the fuck says poly life gd.i havent start alrdy dreading it.tomorrow is a packed day.i really dont know what to do.sigh.

Stop saying I'm weird, stop saying I'm mysterious.
Do you even wanna hear what I really feel or have to say?
Have you ever tried understanding me?
If not, shut the fuck up kay?
okay it doesnt goes to aosh.

& to someone, please dont say that i always reject your offer whenever you ask me out. i admit, you asked alot of times i also never agree, but it's becus smth really cropped up or i can't make it be it money-wise or friends/family-wise. today i asked you out you also can make it as a joke, ask me give you 4 digit number. best. in the end, reject my offer. not becus you're busy or whatever fuck, becus you think it's very far for you. how is this fair to me, i'm taking public transport, you can take cab or ride there. but "suey suey" your bike under repair or whatever shit. nehmindz. ask me go bugis but you can forget about it man, turns me off. how come you can go bugis but not tamp? it's only a few more stops if taking MRT. don't need to keep saying sry or whatever shit, men are like that aren't they. always saying they're different but turns out to be the same old shitz. so you wanna know smth?
in the end i went bugis just now. yes without you. maybe after reading this you might not wanna talk to me anymore, but please bear in mind. not i dont wanna go out with you. k? give you pride abit, is YOU REJECTED MY OFFER. :)

Mylipzlikesugar.

2009-04-15T23:56:00.000+08:00
I'm gonna cherish everything between us.
Because I know it won't last long.
But I'm still happy because we once had it.
I'm not putting high hopes in this.
Because I honestly cannot help it.
But I will cherish this moment.
Before it's gone.....which is pretty much soon.

IT'S THE HEART THAT FEARS THE BREAKING, THAT NEVER LEARNS THE DANCE.

***
(private)

Haven't slept for the last 36 hours. Gonna catch a wink now... Hate crying before sleeping, gives me puffy eyes. Fuck. I really need to destress. Clubdrinksmokeroundscreame.

I like a man who likes it rough ;D

2009-04-13T14:43:00.000+08:00
My most wanted goal in life is to be happy everyday, just being myself.
I'm happy now, but I know I can be much happier.
Will you be the one to make me the happiest girl on Earth? ;)

Ha ha ha :P
Nope, I'm not falling.

You're trying too hard it makes me smile :D

Check this out.

And this! HAHA.

Yay bye I'm meeting my luv.
And bf owes me flowers.

I just hope you feel it too.

2009-04-12T22:47:00.000+08:00
Kot training today nearly killed me. Stretched and stretched... Got my temporary "baton" already. It was tough man.... Have to practice alot, ): I'll try not to skip any trainings alr, if not I really cannot catch up. Might end up with bruises on my hands, zzz.

Lately I've been doing alot of thinking. Lol. Steve should know ah. LOL.
"what you doing?"
"thinking"
"thinking? thinking of what?"
"things"
~~small private talk in between~~~
"what you doing now? still thinking?"
"ya."

p.s; STOP STALKING ME HERE. Tag lah dey.

Seriously, what went into me? I went crazy. Need to destress. Many things fucking compiling ontop each other. I don't deserve this, I don't deserve this, bitch. I grew up thinking it was my fault for everything. You make it sound like it's my fault, it's my problems. It's so unfair. I did nothing to you, absofuckingly nothing.

And you, your chance came and now it's gone. Bai.

Congrats my lovely fucking cute EricSeoster on getting accepted into NTU. You do bo mu(my mother-in-law) and I so damn proud! :)

Replies to tags:

12 Apr 09, 18:17
tanjj92: haha... i born in 1992 mah... hehe...lazy to save.... nvm
- I'll save it now :)

12 Apr 09, 13:39
JACQ: HAHAHAHHA sarcely she readds your blog HAHAHH which i think she might.... HAZAHZAAHHAAHHA
- Why would she?? Anyhows, HELLO ANGEL ME LUV YOU.

12 Apr 09, 00:47eric: lol you cant cook at my place! WHAT IF YOU BURN IT DOWN! i sleep where sia!
- You mean you sleep in the kitchen? LMAO. Cya this sat lah.... *blinks*

I can cut you into pieces when my heart is broken

2009-04-11T19:12:00.000+08:00
You know what is disgusting?

Yeah thats epic.

"In order to get the old one out, get a new one in."
Hmmmmmm? Seriously?

It wasn't even easy to just put off such a feeling.

I don't know which is worse,
(Guys or Girls) throwing themselves to the opposite sex.
Please answer.

Replies to tags:

11 Apr 09, 02:25
Kraven Yang: HMM, I THINK I AM GOING FOR THE ORIENTATION. SO, WHAT AM I? LOL
- You, my friend, is sadly, a .....friend blower lor. LOL.

11 Apr 09, 01:47
eric: firstly though.. your kitchen got insurance anot?
- Cook at your place lor! *WINKSWINKS*

11 Apr 09, 01:15
candidclosets: "Classic Earrings & Rings available for grab + STUDDED and BALENCIAGA INSPIRED Imported Wallets!"

10 Apr 09, 18:38
tanjj: qian hui the auntie.. haha
10 Apr 09, 18:38
tanjj: haha.. but the interest died le.. i dont wanna know what it means le. the vid very nice,
10 Apr 09, 18:37
tanjj: lol... aiya... nicole so scary.. i dare nt ask her... she sure give me one answer with the word
- You know her so well huh! Hahahahaha. Of course the vid nice lah. And you suck, hai me xia suey just now. OMG ):

****

Anyway....
This is dope.

You go boy!
(yet another)Question of the day:
Would you like your partner to have a good figure or a good voice?

By the way, I think I wanna cut my fringe by myself. Haha. Bangs again? I have no choice :S

Hate that I miss you so

2009-04-11T02:39:00.000+08:00
Damn it why am I so stupid and stubborn!!!

Steve ate sissors-cut rice just now.
WITHOUT ME.
I can't believe this.

OMG. YOU SUCK LAH.

Jacq and I today, or maybe ytd since its past midnight whatever! >:) Me and my fake big smile.
Sheeshaaaaa. It's getting boring, I need something more eggciting.
Why no one going clubbing these days.... Tsk.

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Are you free tomorrow?
Take me sissors-cutting!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't care if I spelt sissors wrong its like 2.40am now what's your problem.

Last but not least,
You know what? I can't be bothered anymore.

MALAYSIA BRAND, SINGAPORE BAN!!!!!!

2009-04-10T16:20:00.000+08:00
Wah seriously fuck the rain.
I've been waiting forever to get out of this house.

Since I'm so free, and Xoxo is still in Mrt at the east side, I'll reply tags here.
Someone suggested me to reply my tags in my post because apparently my tagboard is too small, hard to find my tags and replies.
Ironically though, that someone is someone who is never once tagged me.
=.=

10 Apr 09, 13:56
Jean Hyung: Eh you sibei funny sia. The angel is like me, NOT YOU.
- Huh what you mean? FK THE RAIN PLS.

9 Apr 09, 18:23
tanjj: but what does it mean?
- Ask the DANG SHI ZHE yourself lah dey!

9 Apr 09, 18:09
Damian: Sickos, oh well go see your msn contacts who is Xoxo = the person lo
- Precisely, he can't just ask her himself.

9 Apr 09, 17:58
tanjj: i still dont know whats Xoxo !!!
9 Apr 09, 17:55
tanjj: hehe... which is funny?? haha..
- LOL, search dictionary.

9 Apr 09, 15:44
ANGELA: Link me (:
- Linking!

9 Apr 09, 14:21
Pig: Tomyum is Korean mehhhH!? Your post is.... actually quite funny. You funny even when ure angry LOL!
- Oooops my bad, hahaha. THANKS AH -_-

9 Apr 09, 07:10
Damian: Cheer up !
- I'm fine :) BON VOYAGE!

9 Apr 09, 01:51
Bangbang: Hi ga ki lang(: I LOVE U I LOVE U AND I LOVE YOU(:
- Ma de stop it with this ga ki lang thing ! I LOVE YOU TOO! :D

9 Apr 09, 00:32
^^: And your songs! Superbly great. This is what I call beauty with brains ^^
9 Apr 09, 00:31
^^: I ACTUALLY LIKE YOUR RANTS! Maybe because I couldn't agree more with you. I'm beginning to like you.
- I'm glad you like it. Leave your name next time :)

8 Apr 09, 23:59
Chyora: Hihi. I think Korean craze is so yesterday. It seem as though everyone is in love with it. Ewwwwww.
- Hi, I know right! Grahs, so yesterday.

8 Apr 09, 22:16
eric: next time i teach you how to cook okay. HAHA
8 Apr 09, 22:16
eric: you lah! keep dragging here and there! then the sun make me dont want go your area
- I HUNGLI AGN LEH HOW. WALAO.

8 Apr 09, 20:56
tanjj: ED is jean's imaginary friend..
8 Apr 09, 20:55
tanjj: haha... that shall be our background music when i stare into your eyes... haha...
- Yeah, sure HAHAH. I think only you have an imaginary friend... Michelle? LOL.

OH YES THE WEATHER I BETTER ALREADY I AM GOING OUT BYE.
I uploaded a video in Facebook, hahaha. Power of Bang! See title of post.

Please don't leave me

2009-04-09T17:24:00.000+08:00
I am the weirdest teenager ever.
People wanna go out but I'm like.. hesistating... Home sweetest home =/

This is funny man.

Maddielyn says:
think i dunwanna go out today

Tan JJ says:
but i am stuck at hme

Maddielyn says:
boring..
LOL
you dying to go out im dying to stay home.

Tan JJ says:
lol
y?
u stay at hme for?

Maddielyn says:
i duno sia.
im weird
hahaha

Tan JJ says:
haha
i know one perfect situation
since u want to stay at hme, and i want to go out
i go your hse la
hehehehe

Maddielyn says:
LOL
FUCK YOU HAHAHAH

Tan JJ says:
erm ya, and then u can fuck me
wah... u think dirty faster than me
haha

Maddielyn says:
LOL
__

Tan JJ says:
haha... ya, thats fucking
i know

**

Okay I'm going out in the end. Meeting Xoxo, What a day and offliner, later at PP. Fking miss that place! Cya later fellow vampire mates. Because we don't go out before the sun sets.

Seriously.

Rant.

2009-04-08T16:15:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SCRUBS.

While everyone is going " I LOVE KIMCHI I LOVE TOMYAM I LOVE PEOPLE WITH PLASTIC SURGERY AWWW~ I WANNA GO KOREA!!!! " which I did like, last year? So over it, I'm sticking with my Angmohs.

It's abit infuriating seeing people's status or shout out about korean stuffs. When I was in that craze I kinda kept it to myself (or rather, in between my fellow losers-love-korean-stuff-group) but all these people are inundating other innocent minds and visions with such crap... Fuck that.

That aside, I am pretty pissed now. OK let me rephrase that. I am horribly pissed. I've been pissed at every single little thing since yesterday. I cursed to myself, I think I'm on the verge of cutting myself, I wanna pierce myself to feel pain, I wanna have a really big tattoo.... I think I'll actually love that pain. Then again, I am itching for a lip piercing but I don't want any mark or hole left behind....... Arg I just stuck out my tongue infront of the mirror and there's the hole smiling at me... I miss my tongue piercing man.

I'm ranting it's been long since I last ranted so long hahaha omg this ACTUALLY feels nice.
I need counselling? Fuck that, I don't. I listen to my own voice and my own advices.
Ok I'm not a good advisor but still.... Fine call me fickle-minded yes I can't make decisions myself but still... Fuck you.

And what is it with people who just don't understand sarcarsm. FEEL IT, BE PART OF IT. Stupid party poopers nahbeh I'd like your crotches and pussies burnt in hell plz.

That's the problem with friends. They're too used to your existance, they take it for granted.
That's the problem with MAKING NEW friends. They judge you alot. And you have to introduce yourself once again. Hell fuck shit, I didn't even have to introduce myself to the doctor when I was first given born. Poly is starting soon. Orientation is just next week. Which reminds me there's actually an extra event, loosely named as "FRIEND-MAKING" by me for the SOH on 13APR. Here's my 0 cents thoughts on who should be there, Friends suckers. See, those who are desperate for more friends and wanna be the one who "knows everyone" should go to this "FRIEND-MAKING" event!! NO SHIT.

GAWD I EVEN COLOUR MY DIFFERENT TOPICS. SEE WHAT AN ANGEL I CAN BE (A)
YOU ANAL.

:D

2009-04-08T00:39:00.000+08:00
Madeleine is willing to wait very patiently.
Even if you end up having someone else in your arms.
My moral support is with you always.
B,IDYN. :)

Congrats Jean with her D.. Everyone knows who her D is, so don't bother going "HUH?! WHAT D?! DICK TRANSPLANT?!" -_- I will slap you.

I'm hungry again. Didn't managed to get my subway cookies because AK sucks. HAHAAHA.

*winks winks*

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2009-04-05T15:51:00.000+08:00
Stupid playlist decided to authorise only certain countries leaving poor SG out. So most of my tracks were unavailable. Unavailable my ass! I went to delete away those that can't be played. Fking hell, almost all lah! Now they're back, but I'm cracking my brain to remember which tracks did I delete? Super stm me. Damn, they better not do this shit agn!!!
So, yeah I added new tracks.

You don't have to call anymore, I won't pick up the phone.
This is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore.
You can say that you're sorry,
but I don't believe you baby, like I did before.
You had me falling for you hun, and it never would've gone away.
You used to shine so bright, but I watched it all fade away.

Oh gr8 guess who finally uploaded photos? And even tried to lie to me, tsk tsk tsk.......

Yea, it's back to this topic.

Oops sorry random extra here.
Don't know whos the stalker who secretly admire him and take his photo sia......

This made me LOL.

LOL. Awwwwww. Hope you enjoyed your facial!

And the total tak glamness Nicole and I can come out with -.-
Everything was so funny and random lah.

Decent shot

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Indecent shot. LMAO.
Please do not judge us by this.

Which reminds me...... DON'T UPLOAD THAT VIDEO.
But I know you'll be too lazy to. Thats the only thing I hatelove about you. LOL.

~~~

And this is why I love my flenz.
They're super cute,

And I'm a fun-seeking sucker, they're super fun to hang out with.

I went there late and I MISSED OUT SO MUCH FUN!!!!! WALAU!!!!

I love you all, seriously
High school wouldn't be fun without all of you.
:')
Now I don't know what I'll be like in Poly....
Dang, I'm getting emotional.. :(
Sighz.

;(

2009-04-03T19:32:00.000+08:00
如果我說
愛我沒有如果
錯過就過
你是不是會難過?
若如果拿來當借口
那愛是不是有一點弱
如果我說
愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什么
還怕什么
快牽起我的手

tan JJ says:
but if he really love u, he will sacrisfy
tan JJ says:
if i really love u, i will also make time to be with u mha
tan JJ says:
mah
You say it best when you say nothing at all. says:
the thing is ... i also feel that i shouldnt be selfish and like....
You say it best when you say nothing at all. says:
because im the type of gf
You say it best when you say nothing at all. says:
that needs attention
tan JJ says:
LOVE IS SELFISH
tan JJ says:
lol.. all the girls also needs attention what
You say it best when you say nothing at all. says:
aiya
You say it best when you say nothing at all. says:
ok la
You say it best when you say nothing at all. says:
face it
You say it best when you say nothing at all. says:
he doesnt love me..

Okay face it, he doesnt really like me, nor does he love me, obviously.
That's why I say.........

Don't use the word 'LOVE' anyhow and anywhen.
Because 'LOVE' is a strong word.
And I know you didn't mean it.
I don't know why I suddenly fell so hard..........

P/S: I realised JJ 'counselled' me quite a number of times -_- The last time was on Terence. Ey, you so pro at this how come I don't see you with a gf huh huh huh? Haha, thanks lah dude!.

After all these times that we tried, I found out that we were living a lie

2009-04-02T15:28:00.000+08:00

............why?

WAHHH. IRRITATING. THE NEW MATCH IN BEJEWELED STARTED AND THE SCOREBOARD IS REFRESHED!! I'M NO LONGER FIRST/SECOND :(

Must.Win.Back. ROAR.

POST NOTE: I quit smoking ciggs, so sheesha is not included. TYVM :)
& LETS ALL QUIT SMOKING PEOPLE!! FOR YOUR OWN GOOD. WILL ARRANGE A SHEESHA SESSION EVERY WEEK FOR THOSE WHO SUCCESSFULLY QUIT HAHAHA!!! Siaoness. Stfu if you're trying to point out that sheesha is more harmful. I like the smell of sheesha, can? :)

Yesterday's sheesha session was damn funny!! :D Met Jacq! SOOOO LOOOONGGG NOOO SEEEEE LAHHH BITCH! And her friends for the first time.*cheeky smile* :X

Ytd wasn't quite my day. I don't know if I should be counted lucky or not.
Dsista came to fetch me and POOF, once I got off his bike, GUESS WHAT?!

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ZITAO BROKE SIA OMG. ZZZZ. I loved this lj slippers... ):
It's not as if I broke it while on the way there, it's when I got down, take one step, THEN BROKE. Wtf!!! HOW UNLUCKY IS THAT?! But the lucky part is that Dessy can send me home after that, so I don't have to limb all the way home.

ROAR.

Jacq & Wangzhen

My illegal laopo! Suddenly miss my second laopo man, wonder how is he doing =/
Uh, WZ was jealous.... Wtf, LOL.
I still lublub you lah laopo :)

Angel and Jacq.
*sigh i'm melting soon~~~~ *
Denise and Angel! :D They are super friendly lah, omg. Me luv friendly pple.

Don't know wtf they were trying to do. -.-

...
More on facebook! Videos too, ugh I really don't know if I should upload it.
Today supposed to go Yishun with Laopo. Supposed to meet at 2 BUT!!!
BUT!!!!!!

(EY, NOT MY FAULT THIS TIME OK)

THAM WANG ZHEN IS LATE! Now 4.24PM alrdy still haven't reach city hall =.=

TODAY IS KOT PERFORMANCE! IT'S THE COMPETITION BETWEEN KOT AND BRASS BAND. GIRLS VS GUYS. SHOW THEM OUR GIRLS POWER, MUAHAHAH! GOODLUCK KOT (K)

BYE, I LOVE EVERYONE, :DDDDDDDDDDD
Nevertheless you still pop into my mind at times. I know I shouldnt bother you anymored.

BEST APRIL FOOL DAY EVER. More to come pls.

2009-04-01T14:00:00.000+08:00
Yeah I ended up not going for KOT practice, becus UGH... forget it. Please luh, don't halfway say nvm, halfway ask me go back work. I'm not your dawg man! Ugh, I have no freedom from work, ZZZZZZ. Met long lost flenszx man! Since I was at Kembangan, haha! Cindy Tannus! Then Dsister came!! Havent seen them for months alrdy. After that Dsister and I went Circuit rd to meet the old boring Priss, HAHAH. Not bad what, Priscilla and Desmond can click SIAL. SIOL. HAHAHA. And then home sweet home, thanks for fetching me ard sista. :) (although you suck at consoling me,tsk)
And then, for the most fun part when 12MN strikes,

Happy April Fools Day!
SO FUN.
JUST NOW I PRANKED QUITE A NUMBER OF PEOPLE.
HAHAHAHA, OMG!!!
Eh, not bad lor, I didn't get pranked AT ALL OK. But some people fell for my tricks! THIS YEAR'S APRIL FOOL IS THE BEST MANSZX!!! :D

Chenwei was the first to try to prank me, FAIL.
He told me on msn
"EH MADDHS YOU GOT WATCH TV?!?!?!"
"LIKE 10 MINS AGO?!?!"
*NUDGE NUDGE NUDGE*
*NUDGE NUDGE NUDGE*
I was like,
"No, why?!"
He then go
"EH, SIA, JUST NOW I WATCHING CHNL U THEN SUDDENLY GOT NEWS INTERRUPT. SAY WHAT INDONESIA AND SINGAPORE JUST GOT INTO A WAR. TELL US TO HIDE IF NOT A WHILE LATER THEY GOING TO BOMB THE WEST SIDE OF SINGAPORE SIAL!"
I was like, wtf dude, so fake lor. So I played along.
"AH!!! REALLY AH!!! OMG."
"LUCKILY WE'RE NOT LIVING IN THE WEST SIDE SIALLLL!"
"AIYA, OUR SG SO STRONG, NTH ONE!!!"
"YOU DONT SO HUMJI CAN ANOT!?!"

And then he knew that I knew, HAHAAHA. Epic FAIL!

This is between me and Dsister, even though I know he's not that stupid.-.-

Me: I miss you alr ): is there any chance we can be mre than sisters? ):
D: Can.. God sisters.. Haha
Me: Sigh, kay.
D: You also very funny.. Haha..
Me: What lah! I was bored right fker. lol. Happy apr fools sista! Gooooooooodnight. Muack
And then he played back at me when he reached home even though he knew I knew-.-
D: Darling sleeping already ar?
Me: Crying leh.
D: Why why why! Don't cry.. Haiyo. My darling. No one want you i want..
Me: F you. Just now reject me now come say this!
D: Aiya thought you joking only ma. I serious.. No one want i want..
Me: Sure anot, i so YOUNG and UGLY.
D: Really la. You so cute. So pretty. So horny.. Haha.
Me: WTF HAHAHAHA. I holy virgin okay!!!!! I think you got split personality, haha. How was the outing manz.
D: Happy april's fools day.. Haha. Outing? Like that lo. Go dam. Drink alot of water no toilet then keep riding out to toilet. Haha..

LOL. Fail on both side lahur?

Me: I still do miss you at times.
T: LOL .. Is this a joke?!
Me: Uh, wtf?
T: Nah .. I just ask you if you kidding me not .. Haha..
Me: If you think I'm kidding then kidding lor.
T: Haha why suddenly tell me this? You're weird.. Haha..
Me: Do you miss me?
T: LOL IS THIS SUPPOSED TO BE AN APRIL FOOL'S JOKE? (fuck he just realised its Apr Fools, NOT FUN ALR. So I didnt reply)
T: Hey you sleeping?
Me: No. Why. you treat it as an apr fool joke then nvm lor.
T: Lol.. Today's april the 1st mah.. You angry ah?
Me: Kinda. What. Suddenly ask me whether i slping. Didnt even bother to ans me
T: Lol.. Don't know.. :)
Me: Haha. K lah nvm.
T: Haha. I reply you tomorrow :).. You were with cindy just now? Haha
(I dint reply, c'mon dude I'm waiting for your answer tomorrow. LOL and ey, fuck you fuck you fuck you if you think I'm being very bad again. IT'S APRIL'S FOOL LAH CMON!!! SPREAD THE JOY!)

And hahaha awww guess what the bestest exbf of mine replied?????

Me: I still do miss you at times.
M: Oh maddie i miss you too so much.. I miss talking to you:\.. How's life?

I can't bear to say HAPPY APRIL'S FOOLS DAY to him. :( Maybe he's fooling me back too uh! But still, I don't bear to reply anything. I'M SO KIND PLEASE. :( Sometimes I do wonder how is he alrdy, whether he got new happening, & how is he coping with his studies and....
UHHHH MOVE ON.

AND HAHAH EVEN PRISS GOT PRANKED BY ME THANK YOU VERY MUCH. :D
Me "Sheesha today cancelled."
P "ARE YOU KIDDING!!"
Me "1 of jacq's flen got medical checkup and I hab to go Yishun."
P "For WHAT???? Then today I zoh boh???"
Me "Blogshop stuffs. My stocks arrived hehe. Go teach KIDS LOH"
P "Wah fuck you lah."
And she totally believed. -.-
Me "Happy April's Fool day! Cya later at Bugis at 6+!! (K)"
And she called me scolding the hell outta me LOL.

And I still couldnt figure out a way to prank Eric lah!!!! So he decided to prank me using the phone in his camp -.- see. THAT'S WHAT USELESS NS MEN DO IN THE OFFICE.
And it went smth like that.

Me "Hello?"
E "Hello is this Madeleine Low?"
Me "Yes?" (At this time I thought its some poly thing!!!!)
E "This is calling from (dunowhat) camp."
Me "Huh?! Sorry?" (I really thought it's some poly or job thing)
E "This is calling from (dunowhat) camp. I need to ask you some questions."
(I can CLEARLY hear his stupid voice lah! SO OBVIOUS!)
Me "WTF ERIC SEO!"
E "Huh? Eh-Eh-Eric Seo? Yes yes I do know him but I'm trying to ask you some questions regarding him" (DUDE YOUR STUTERRING TOTALLY GAVE YOU AWAY)
Me "DON'T BLUFF!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE ERIC RIGHT!"
E "Many people said that our voices are similar, please, I need.."
Me " WHATEVER..."
E "Mdm I-I am conducting a very serious activity here."
Me "Ah, ok. Fine. What? hahahahha"
E "I need to ask you some questions..."
Me "HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA!!! (I can't stop laughing lah, he obviously FAILED but still wants to keep trying!!!)"
E "CHEEBYE YOU!!! "

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm not even going to blog out some, because they don't know I tricked them yet and I scared they kill me when they see it here. :(
This year's April Fool Day is quite good, the most people I tricked.
Except it's missing out smth traditional for me.
Expressing your love for your crush, and then saying you're kidding if you got a bad response.
I have no one to really really express them to.
SO SAD LAH THIS YEAR.

Maybe it's time to go back to where I belonged

2009-03-31T16:57:00.000+08:00
Yeh. Ytd was epicness. Mixed feelings. When I first learnt about it I was quite angry and sad. Then quite happy and satisfied. Everyone knows she deserve better, everyone knew it's time for her to really move on. I'm really happy for her :)

I've been having good night sleeps these two days omg, and have been dreaming alot too. I had a terrible dream today, and when I woke up I immediately told seoster but of course he's of no help, so I googled for a dream interpreter. Check out what I found out yo!

To see someone drowning in your dream, suggests that you are becoming too deeply involved in something that is beyond your control. Alternatively, it represents a sense of loss in your own identity. You are unable to differentiate who you are anymore.

True?
VERY!!
Scary shit.
And ytd afternoon I dreamt that I smsed Eleena to go for dinner at Aljunied's BBT shop becus I totally missed those days with Aljunied peepz. I woke up feeling quite confused because we havent been contacting each other, so didnt think much of it. Then ytd night I suddenly received a msg from Eleena asking if I wanna go for dinner OMG.
EERIE MUCH. And no I didn't go for dinner with her cus WHAT IF I DIE ON MY WAY TO MEETING HER?!?!!?

No lah I ate alr thats why didnt go. Ha ha ha.

Okay, pictures. There's more with Nicole. Cannot stand waiting for pictures anymore. And the reason why I wanna upload them so fast in my blog/facebook is becus I want to delete them off my lappy documents, saving some space.

The cake specially from Tampines to OAR.
Which reminds me I got into a small dispute with the ahlianszxs and ahbengszxs at Tamp over the ATM machine sigh=,= and no the ahlianszsx wasnt wearing mini skirt for pete's sake ericseo.

Ah... I did not wear jeans to a bbq oky I'm not a bimbo. That day was totally not my day, so many things crashed... And yes there was barely any make up on me so poke fun for all you want, yesyes I know I'm sibeh tanned, WHAT'S NEW?! my hair is sibeh screwed I know I look weird prolly balding, (NO I AM NOT), and no I havent been eating alot I DON'T KNOW WHY I LOOK SO FAT. Yessss I need to go gyming agn soon WHERE'S THE GYMING KHAKIS?!!?!

And all those rants because I felt vulnerable beside bday girl :(

Cam whoring started with a twist of act cuteness.

Eh I swear this wasnt edited and there's a purple glow to it. HOW PURLIFIED :D

My fav darl.

& as quoted by Damian, I'm squeezed T_T

Orgy baby.

Bartender :x

P/S: I wanna drink agn soon.
ERIC SEOOOOO ba zhang :D

Don't bother trying.

2009-03-30T22:29:00.000+08:00
So lately I've been wondering who will be there to take my place?

This is funny.

Madeleine completed the quiz "Who Were You In A Past Life?" with the result Pablo Picasso.In your past life you were Pablo Picasso. In this life you continue to be revolutionary, stubborn, an active lover, enjoy breaking the rules, and reactly poorly to heartbreak..

You are always trying to keep it real.
I'm in love with how you feel.
Yes lah, you lah you lah :)

Some men just irk me.

I'm the textbook definition of a rebel

2009-03-29T23:06:00.000+08:00
She's right I'm only 17.
Steve went off without me today. Asshole.
I want to meet my Dsister soon.
Today is quite a fruitful day spent with Pris.
I want to sheesha soon, stupid Jacq.
I spent countless of sleepless nights for nothing
everything I ever dreamt of never came true
I'm tired already, sleeping early tonight
Hopefully.
Last but not least, the bitch is back.
:)

Imagine me without you.
Where would I be now?

Mood: SBD.

2009-03-29T15:36:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA TAN YINGYING! ;D

I'll update abt this soon, depends on how co-operative my LAZY girls are. Actually, I think only NICOLE. Tsktsk.

I have to say this though, ytd's drinking session is romantica. But I need more, more, more! ): Nicole kept pouring the vodka and Bangbang was like "Eh girl you stay Simei de hor!" LOL. Jean and I were wondering if she can go home safely man, hahaha. I needed to pee so badly in the cab that I complained to seoster while talking on the phone, the driver was practically grinning, I don't know why?. When I hung up, he said this "Xiao mei mei ni gen ni de peng you jiang ni yao niao niao zuo she me. Geng uncle jiang! Wo dai ni qu!"
-____- wtf.... luckily reaching TPY alr. Tsk.

KOT practice this morning... I'm in deep shit, again.
Performance is this Thursday, and I only learnt the full dance steps today. Blame it on my laziness, thank you. Coincidentally clashed with Angela's birthday dinner. Blame it on... my bad luck, I guess.

***

On the bus home, I saw this vandalise on the back of the seats which is just infront of me.

不要让你心爱的女孩等，勇敢点，有信心点，机会不是每一次都有的。去CONFESS! 让她等待是很辛苦的！

Sigh.............
If you're gna hurt me, then do it quickly.
I'm tired of trying and waiting.
If you don't wna stick around, then baby, forget about me.
I really liked you though.

***
Sigh, yet another bitch fit with Minyen that pyscho. Will update abt it soon. She's SO CRAZY!
And sigh, such coincidence, Steve and I lost each other's contact number. =.=

Time's up.

2009-03-28T01:10:00.000+08:00
Epicness. Taking retarded photos using the webcam seems like a everyday thing.

SEE NICOLE THIS IS WHY I NEED BRACES HAHAHA!
D please do not dislike me after seeing this, ):
***
I'm doing something stupid now.
But I know it's the right thing to do... I guess.
I'm afraid, very afraid.
And fucking Ericseoster is watching his movie, ignoring me.
No one's here to give me moral support when I really need it.....
Except Steve. Thanks dude, I owe you alot, as if. HAHA

It's time to do it.
(edited)
I DID IT! Not elaborating much..... ;)

TAKE THIS AS A HINT

LMAO LMAO LMAO! :X

wa lau steve you suck! Stop it man! Curse you die as a virgin. HAHEHO. KIDDING!

my heart is taken~ you don't know how much i miss you.
(/edited)

For Jack knows me so well.... pfft jacqass.

2009-03-27T19:46:00.000+08:00
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
see la
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
im late la
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
how sia
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
shit la
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
shit la
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
shitzzz la
Starbucks fling says:
whats new ?
Starbucks fling says:
LOL

**
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
siannnnnn
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
should i go
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
sssshould iiiie goooo nehxxxx?
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
nehssssss
Starbucks fling says:
you ah
Starbucks fling says:
lazy fuck sia
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
WHATS NEW
Starbucks fling says:
NOTHING
Starbucks fling says:
SHAME ON YOU
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
boohoo
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
im gg la...
Maaaaaaaadeleiiiiiiine is missing D alrdy! says:
hopefully
Starbucks fling says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Starbucks fling says:
we'll see

**

JIBAI I GO LET YOU SEE HMPF! HMPFFIES.

& this is why I'm geting fatter and fatter each passing day.

Thinking of you

2009-03-27T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hi I'm a monster do you still like me?

At times like these, I'd like to cuddle myself in bed, drawing and writing.
Doodling your name around, adding cutesy lil hearts like Primary school doings.
Thinking what it would be like if we held hands and took photos.
Pondering how our friends,family will think of us being together....
Sometimes I think I think too much.
Day dreaming doesn't kill, ya? :D

Lastly but definitely not least, I wonder how it feels to kiss a braces kid. HAHAHA!!

Goodnight Earthlings!
Sleep tight D, (:

I'm yours

2009-03-26T14:15:00.000+08:00

Major downfall ytd. Haven't felt like this for a very long time, lol.

Damian you look so nice when you smile/grin. Keep it up :DDDD

Today, Ugh... My mum was being such a total brat.
She changed all the sheets WHILE I was sleeping.
I used the bolster to cover my face and she snatched it away and LAUGHED while taking off the casing. Sadistic, man. Then it came to the mattress part, she just tore it off and I got so irritated I got off the bed and slept on the concrete floor. Or rather, lie there. HOW TO SLEEP ON CONCRETE FLOOR YOU TEOW ME. & all the while lying there my whole mind was wondering whether you replied me, and what you would reply. Then then then she called me to return to bed, whereby I had a glimpse at my phone. No msg from you ))))): AND IT WAS FRIGGING 8.45AM LAH WTF IS HER PROBLEM. And and and I had to hunt for my bolster, (which she PURPLELY hid it beneath the quilt) without it I can't sleep. And then I think few hours later my bolster was gone again. Blardy hell, she must have taken it away from me. So I just hugged the nearest thing to me, her crocodile.

Ya, this stupid crocodile.

And then we had this conversation, (note I'm in a sleeping trance hence such retarded replies)
Her "TSK YOU HUG MY CROCODILE FOR WHAT."
Me "MMMMMM"
Her "HAHAH!!! NO BOLSTER THAN HUG MY CROCODILE HAR?!"
Me "HANNAHHHH"
Her "YOU AH!!!! HAHAHA"
Me "MMMMMMMMMMMM."
Her *throws my missing bolster at me* "NAH!!!"

Ta ma de.... She sibei act cute lor. Roar.

D is sick today, take care! ):
Eh that means no school for him and I might finally get his attention for the whole damn day HEHEHEHEHEHEH
But I highly doubt so >:(

ONE LAST THOUGHT.

WHO'S GOING FOR ANGELA'S BIRTHDAY DINNER?!!?!
Here's part of the msg. Feel like slapping her.

"Lastly, fling, date, partner or boyfriend is also welcome. More than one is also welcome. Haha!"
EHHHHHHHHHH....... NO FLING NO BOYFLEN NO DATE NO PARTNER HOW?!!!!!
DARLING CAN ANOT? Hehehehehehehehehehehhhhehehehehehe yay gathering this Sat I'M GOING YOU ALL BETTER SHOW UP IF NOT I'LL SMACK YOUUUUU.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

d.

2009-03-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

~~She asked me if I liked him.~~
I was speechless.
She asked if he liked me.
I was quite sure he didn't.
Everyone could see the difference in me.
Except you.
:(

Don't bother. I'm NEVER good enough.

2009-03-24T22:35:00.000+08:00
WALAO I JUST RECEIVED NEWS....

Yingying and Angela's bbq this sat cancelled.... :(
Nvm, Angela then said, how about dinner next saturday?

Then her next msg is...
"Boyfriend or girlfriend of yours is welcome to attend my birthday dinner :) "

OEI, NO BOYFLEN NO GIRLFLEN HOW?! BE LIGHTBULB HAR.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Never spare a thought for meeeeeeeeeeeeee.
maggi meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Love my seoster

2009-03-24T21:40:00.000+08:00
Seoster love me.
I love you for who you are, you make me smile. You make me laugh at the silliest things ever because you yourself is a fucking silly person. Yay! :DDDDD

He's the only one who managed to put a smile on my face today. Darn funny lah.

-talking about pubs and bars-
Me "Don't talk about it"
Him "okay okay"
Me "=/"
Him "Haha why"
Me "=/ i duno"
Him "dont sad la. shuld smile more. you look pretty when you smile."
Me "=.="
Him "hahahahaah walau i tot you would like be more happy if i compliment you."
Me "=.="
-then he change topic , lecturing about his ankle....-
Me "lol. tc."
Him "sad. jessie nv email me. sho sad nehx. i just rmb. i read your blog just now. your HANDPHONE BURNT? WTF?!"
Me "i fixed it."
Him "WOW! YOU FIXED IT?! IT BURNT AND YOU FIXED IT?!!!! FUCK EVEN I CAN'T DO THAT. HOW YOU DO IT HOW YOU DO IT?!"
Me ":)"
-then a few seconds later realised...-
Me "ey cb trying to make me smile only right"
Him "hehe aiya! taoyan~"

Him "but really how did you do that?"

HAHAHHAHA! <3

Me "Walao my aunt from Bangkok said 'after seeing my photos, i begin to like you'! WHAT DOES IT MEAN!!!"
Him "Heh she's up to something! Maybe wanna intro you one thai guy. Or girl. Or not guy not girl."

Him "Ah then you go search for ** on facebook and tell me how she looks."
Me "Also can't view. But from thumbnail pic, quite sexy. Lol. Why."
Him "Eh cannot? I can sia. She quite cute. Plus got 2 tattoo. Go home i save her pictures send you let you see."
Me "So your point is....?"
Him "Just let you see and hear your POR FASHION NAL opinion! Cannot ah? Haha!"

And the most epic one of the day, made me laugh like WTF infront of the cashier at 7-11 ok!

Him "Haha i know. I am funny. A big wonder though, quoting **, how come i'm still single?! Man, that really got me sitting up!"
Aw, so sad? So I decided to cheer him up with some words of wisdom.
Me "Haha. Your turn will come soon. I believe that love comes knocking on your door when you least expected it"
But this jibai responded .......
Him "Lol at this very moment my indian sergeant came into the office. Lucky he didn't knock....."

HAWHAW YOU THINK YOU VERY FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYY.
He's sleeping alrdy, so won't be reading this post, yet. HEHEHE.
ME LUB YOU.
God make you single because he wants me with you. ;D

Imagine all the girls ah ah ah ah ah ah!!!~

2009-03-24T00:18:00.000+08:00
~~Today. Lazy to type. No mood. Irritated.~~
Ak thought I was irritated with her ytd. Nuuuu! :)

Pictures do the talking.
Will fill in tmr.
Ta.

23 March 09, Happy Bday Joyce sweetie ;)

Went school to take the testimony and everything.
Slacked and I received tons of second hand smoke. Yesterday was really admirable of me. I'm the only one who didnt smoke at the table. HEHEHE.
Sometimes I wonder if quitting smoking is really worth it, considering i have so many friends who smokes. I'll just end up breathing in second hand smoke, which is so much more harmful. :/

JYJY

Eh, this is obscene lah.

Ak flirting.

HAW HAW YOU KNOW WHO'S THE MAIN CHARACTER IN THIS PHOTO?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Dunch tell eu ;P

Yar she changed specs.

"Tie up hair nicer!" Fine. -_-

Who is this xmm?

Who is this gay?
Eh this photo in my hp looks like Ak is wearing white pointed heels ok!

Yay champange came.

ME LOVE CAKE.

Okay there are quite a bunch more photos, head on to facebook instead.

He called me ytd. What a bastard right.... MELTZ.
You've been far away for far too long
I kept dreaming you'll be with me and never go
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell me a secret and ask me a question,
"let's go back to the start"

Think twice. End

Down down

2009-03-23T00:28:00.000+08:00
Hi peepoz. My handphone kinda smoked while talking to A(for close to an hr). It just blacked out, and when I checked out the battery, it smelt of ........... burning metal. Yikes!
Therefore, I am without a cell now, so... I'll see you when I see you!

G'night darlings.
Man, I'm getting hungry..... ;)

Sometimes goodbye is a good beginning

2009-03-22T17:12:00.000+08:00
如果能讓我重新再來一次，我希望我不曾出現在你的生命裡.

When it gets cold, and it feels like the end, there's no place to go, you know I won't give in. So far away, I wish you were here. Before it's too late this could all dissapear. Before the doors close and everything comes to an end, with you by my side, I'll fight and defend.
You need to start living for yourself, you don't live for anyone else. Keep that dream of yours alive, everything's that meant to be for you will work out perfectly.

The WORST case of split personalities, WHAT A BITCH.

2009-03-21T15:46:00.001+08:00
ZOMG. (I know i've been using this alot of times, pardon me)

I have a friend in Facebook. Or rather, a "flen". Let me show you her profile picture that attracted me to click on it.

And by this time when I clicked into her profile, I was wondering, "ZOMG HOW COME I GOT CHIOBU IN MY FACEBOOK I ALSO DUNO!!! *EXCITED*"
And like what normal guys do, I jump straight into her million photos to check her out.

What dissapointment.
She turns out to be the middle one.

HEY, I'M NOT BEING MEAN HERE. I HAVE NO QUALMS. I MEAN, I'M WILLING TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH HER.... IF SHE'S NICE.

Yes, I added her like, last year. And I found out who she is........

SHE IS THE PATHETIC ONE WHO "STALKS" JM*. I was very curious to see what type of girl would stalk him. Actually, saying stalk is too nice a word for her. You wanna know what she did? Let me tell you................

This girl was probably too free and had nth to do... She probably watched all the porn in every website available and is too desperate for phone sex or smth.
HOW DESPERATE CAN SHE GET?!

She added JM* in MSN, talked to him by the name of NATALIE, and sent him a photo of a really quite good decent looking girl. (Whom I think her name is really Natalie. Poor child, kena framed.) Well, JM* and "NATALIE" really clicked and they talk everyday for 6months. She's so RICH that she is always willing to call him by her handphone. WOW!!! And of course, JM* really started liking her. I mean, I would too. Good looking chick, who clicks well with me.. getting closer and closer each day..... who wouldnt? Besides, "Natalie" confessed that she liked him too!!! WOOW! JM* GONNA GET A NEW GIRLFRIEND!!!!!

NOT!
Everytime JM* wanna meet her out, she always had some excuses to avoid meet up. HMMMMMMM.
AND THEN.... FINALLY. THE LIGHT SHINED!!!! (okay i know im using the phrase wrongly, whatever)
JM* GOOD FRIENDS FOUND OUT HER TRUE IDENTITY!!!

SHE'S NO NATALIE!! SHE'S MINYEN!!!
SHE'S NO GOOD DECENT LOOKING GIRL!!
SHE'S

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh......... By this time, I want to apologize to JM* for reminding him about this unfruitful incident agn. Sorry bro. But this teaches you to not trust any online girls easily right??? <3

While watching my drama, suddenly "POP" comes a FB msg. And the whole FB page suddenly pop up disrupting me and my drama. WTF WTF WTFFFF!!

If it was a cutie (like LP :X) then nvm. But HER?!!!!!!? Pfft. I'll just display the whole conversation here.

3:08pm Rhyannae
anjing lu, perek, dasar, pepek

3:08pm Madeleine
?

3:08pm Rhyannae
eh
sapa lw?

3:09pm Madeleine
shut up

3:09pm Rhyannae
syapa*
we don't have any friends in common
so why on earth did you add me?
i don't know you
i don't wanna know you.

3:09pm Madeleine
can you just shut up you're irritating
just like how you stalk JM*
delete me now
thank you

3:10pm Rhyannae
your the one who aded me
added*

3:10pm Madeleine
i wanted to see what kind of girl would stalk JM*

3:10pm Rhyannae
wtf, i didnt stalk him christ

3:11pm Madeleine
you're right.

3:11pm Rhyannae
why're you in the first palce listening to such fucking stereotypes or rather, slender
get a life
==

3:11pm Madeleine
"stalk" is a word too nice to describe what you did.

3:12pm Rhyannae
oh wow, how ironic

3:12pm Madeleine
i know right!!! :)

3:12pm Rhyannae
totally

3:12pm Madeleine
i love what i just said man
im such a genius
anyway

3:12pm Rhyannae
lu bosan hidup yah anjing
ngentod

3:12pm Madeleine
pleaseshut up and dlt me alrdy.

3:12pm Rhyannae
why not you delete me first yo?

3:12pm Madeleine
stop being a loser talking in a language you know i dont understand
ha, cus i cantbe bothered

3:13pm Rhyannae
its my own pair of hands

3:13pm Madeleine
then dont delete
jeez

3:13pm Rhyannae
i meant my own pair of hands because you asked me not to speak in a language you dont understand
bisexual moose

(I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY SHE SUDDENLY PULLS MY BISEXUALITY INTO THE PICTURE)

3:14pm Madeleine
so now you have a problem with bisexuals?
i guess you're rich right?

3:14pm Rhyannae
oh yeah, too rich

3:14pm Madeleine
always using your hp to call JM*

3:14pm Rhyannae
as rich as a bull's eye

3:15pm Madeleine
you should put aside some money for plastic surgery
i think it'll cost alot for you

3:15pm Rhyannae
haha yeah you too

3:17pm Rhyannae became a fan of Taylor Swift !!

(AND THEN I COULDNT BE BOTHERED TO REPLY, SHE STARTED BALBERRIRIRIRNG ALL THE WAY....)

3:17pm Rhyannae
and you know what
you half assed 2 faced cock sucking talentless mother of whores.
YOU DO NOT speak to me like that
bite your tounge
didn't your mother ever teach you respect
so fucking get off my case
grow some guts..MAYBE SOME BALLS and deal with YOUR problems.
right now.
i affect your life. you dont affect mine.
SO SHOVE IT.
YOU FUCING PREGNANT LESBIAN [so now instead of being a BISEXUAL MOOSE, I am a FU-SING(is that how you pronouce it, Minyen?) lesbian who is actually MARY because I am miracally pregnant when I don't have sperms in me)
(I COULDNT BE BOTHERED TO EVEN READ WHAT SHE HAVE BEEN BLABBERING.... SO NEVER REPLY, AND THIS IS WHEN HER SECOND PERSONALITY COMES UP)
look.. i don't ant any problems.
excuse my bitch fit
so can we either stop talking or move on.
.
(Wow, seriously? I can't be bothered to even reply her. Lmao.)
3:42pm Rhyannae commented on Nancy Lim's photo.
4:25pm Rhyannae is offline.

Get a life. See a psychiatrist. You're so rich I hope you can cure yourself.
I'm mean, to people who deserves it. Don't piss me off.
* JM is not the real identity. Protecting my bro and his pride here.

1... 2.... 3........................

"HERE'S TO A SUCCESSFUL SURGERY BECAUSE I'M OH-SO-RICH AND I'M JEALOUS OF GOOD LOOKING GIRLS!!!! AND MAYBE CHANGE MY FUGLY NAME TO A CHIC NAME LIKE MADELEINE! YAY."

Cheers.

ell eee ass bee ohh

2009-03-20T14:16:00.000+08:00
zomg ytd was so crazy it was like a nightmarish fantasy.
The day started out as early as 11AM. Not enough sleep man,zz. Cabbed to Vivo... What else can we do at vivo so early??? SENTOSA DUH. yay me luvluv Sentosa :D

While waiting for the rest to come..... It's so boring going to Sentosa with no ball, no cards or whatever.

It's so hard to open your eyes when the sun is glaring at you. irritating,ugh.

And finally, everyone arrived... Lsf,Kraven,Pling,Jean,Joan,Jiamung,Qinwei,Joel,Shawn,George..
Volleyball was fun..... And I have a orhcheh on my left wrist becus of it. Thanks for the memories, lmao.

Oh. And it was so funny. We moved to the other end of Sentosa, and settled down for like 10 mins. Then Pris was like "Eh, that guy in red shirt playing volleyball looks like Anson sia.." Then everyone looked over. At first the red shirt guy was bending down, so can't see. So everyone was like "uh.." Then the red shirt guy slowly stood up and flipped his oh-so-long fringe then Lsf was like "yeah rly look like." Kraven was like "eh, ya..." then suddenly... "EH! IT'S HIM LAH! IT'S REALLY ANSON! OIE ANSON!!!!" Lol funny shiat.

Pris and I left first, back to me housie.

Lol. The whole day and night she kena teased for her barangbarangs. (big boobs) and I really meant, whole day and night. Hahahah.

Bathed at my house.. Changed.. And this stupid girl really damn troublesome. Have to go back to her house just to let her change into nicer clothes. Bahhhh! I think I need to buy concession really soon.

Once again, she's doing my make up.

Preparing........

& we cabbed to vivo agn =.=
Had dinner, slack awhile with the usuals from earlier on, and right before heading to St. James, PRIS FRICKING HELL REALISED SHE LOST HER PHONE. ZZZZZZZZZ.
The most irritating thing is that I can get through her phone. I mean, if it's off, then ok, you can't get it back anymore, fine. BUT SINCE I CAN GET THROUGH, WHY CAN'T THE PERSON WHO PICKED THE PHONE ANSWER?!!? IF YOU REALLY WANT TO STEAL, PLEASE, PLEASE AT LEAST OFF THE PHONE AND SAVE OTHER PEOPLE FROM TROUBLE. It's so irritating having to call her phone and all I get is no response after so much ringing. GAH.
BUT. Nothing is stopping her from having the mood to go clubbing. L M A O. Sigh.

Okay lazy to type so much, I'll do it in point form.
Finally while queueing, I got through her phone. It's with the security
After getting in, rushed back to Vivo. Very relived
Just when we redeemed the phone, something confidential happened (imagine two girls outside the security room talking over the phone, one sitting down banging the table, one walking around aimlessly)
Settled it really fast, cheers. Went back and something happened agn. (nvm)
Club was full of Malays. Not being racist, just stating a fact
And yes, by now you ought to know it was only us two tgt.
Saw someone(no names mentioned) and he was si bei dao, like hi also can't say. What's your problem dude. Priss said he wasnt in a good mood. Yaaaaaar, surrrre.
Very shunbianly made friends, very shunbianly forgotten their names alr. Ah,fug.
Dancing in a big group was fun, hehe. AND OMG I ALMOST kissed a guy. LOL. Eh, cannot blame me, I was super attracted to his braces can.
I love touching girls
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
One last note. Disgusting guys who keeps wanting to grind and can't keep their hands to themselves should have their crotch burn in hell. End.

wah flash is such a killer.
Zomg I swear I don't look like this irl. like szb!
Ohya, I realised I came out without any makeup on me!!!!!! Even the small little eyeliner drawn by Pris was gone!!! Wth, how can I perspire until like that? Does it happen to people too? O_O
Never am I going to any shitty mixed age party anymore. Suckers.
OYA, AND ON THE CAB HOME, GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT?!?!?!?!!?!?
PRIS LEFT HER PHONE WITH ME. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
P/S : I FORGOT TO CREDIT SOME PEOPLE FOR THEIR HELP.
PAT PAT<3
& OF CUS,
WOOKXIN! <333333333333333333333333.
altho you always never reply my msn, TSK.

Hi laopo! One day I will successfully go clubbing with you, muacks muacks :)

I know there's something in the wake of your smile ;)

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye

2009-03-18T19:29:00.000+08:00
zomg i swear Blogger is irritating me. *pulls hair in frenzy*

Check out what I found again.
Everything from 2006-2007, 14-15 yrs old.

~~~~ Misses mans.
Zitao face cramp.

Back in sec3 when I had too much time to spare :/

Meddling with her lip piercing while eating. :/

Face cramp agn.x_X
READ: I MISS MY SHORT HAIR D:
Drinking sessions! Amanda's creation LMAO.

yuck... i'm eating the worst tasting banana ever. simply sucks. The thing is so short and thick, like really thick, like :O thick. the skin is not even fully peeled, like there's the skin inside sticking to the banana and like i not only eat the banana, but the skin aswell. To make things worst, it's bitter. pffts worst tasting banana ever.

Lol, check this out. At 2007, when she's at my house in Alj.

Amanda: Can I smoke in your toilet?
Me: Of course you cannot smoke in my toilet for pete's sake!
Amanda : Then where's David?
Me : *slaps lap*
Amanda : Peter must be with David whattttt!
Me : It's PETE not PETER.
Amanda: Fine, then where's Dave?
...-.-...
Amanda : Open the window, I wanna get out there and smoke.
Me : *ignore*
Amanda : If not I throw your bra down.

Epic lame. And just now...

Me: When my bottle pop shake me (it's the song bottle pop by PCD)
Amanda: When her nipple pop milk her
Amanda: HAHAHAHA i dno what talking you so i anyhow talk
You should be like that more often. I miss it ): !

Eh. I'm supposed to do a little advertising. Lazy sia waddafark.
Ltrs. HUNGRY!!!!!!!
I'm going to grab a glass of milk.

OH NOES LOOK AT THISH. FARNIE SHIT.
(read the conversation history first)

I know I'm a hawt hawt shorty but you gotta slow down, you don't know me.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Let me bhb awhile lah, hor Jacq ;)